outeryou

I am completely in undiscovered territory here. and frankly, i am scared, it won't stop me for i have dealt with everything else of me by myself, certainly i can deal with this. i have no idea why these emotions build up, all the sudden, out of no where. i have no idea why they go from feeling love, to feeling sadness, to feeling angry. i have no idea what is causing these emotions. i have no idea where they are stemming from in me. this is where a female companion would be great. i am celibate. EVERY girl/women i talk to, just simply saying hello, seems to give them the impression that i want to fuck them, or have a sexual kind of relationship with them anyways. WTF, since when did simply saying hi to females entail that sex if even considered. i just think that a contrast of opinions on emotional matters would be of great help...