outeryou

Mentally i have learned humility, for the most part. Emotionally, i am a prideful, raging, lunatic with physically destructive desires and motives. this is why i have been neglecting my emotions. but GOD DAMN IT I WANT THEM, i need them, i must have them not only for my own benefit, but for the benefit of the ones around me. for if i can gain the knowledge of emotion, like i gained knowledge of mind, holy shit it is going to be incredible. i just need to, ah hell, i don't know what i need to do.