hard to feel comfortable expressing my self here now. Certainly it is not because of Suicide Girls. It's because, (and i did fore-think a little about this awhile ago), i have told where i express myself to the people around me. i can sense that people are relaying information that i am providing about my self, from here, suicidegirls.com.
I don't mind people reading my expressions. Reading my "power points" on different things. I am not a social person but that doesn't mean that i am anti social. However, for the reader reading my writings, seeing the music, trying to understand me based on the expressions i give on this site... i would err on the side of caution. for these writings are out of me, they are no longer in me, i take from them what i want to better my current course of actions, basically, my writings are mostly of who i was, even new writings, i change that quick, little pieces of each writing i take with me, the rest i leave as it is a relief for me to let them go.
Bottom line, please don't judge me on my writings, no accusations or assumptions, my writings are and will be for the foreseeable future, designed for personal development, and they are hard to interpret, i still do not know my self, and neither does ANYONE else, except God, He hasn't told me who i am yet, i think we are still working on that...