This is how i see the current level of existence around me. i mean how people live. They work to live and live to work. I don't mind working to live, but i refuse to live for work. when i am at work, i do my job to the best of my abilities. i cause no trouble. i follow the script. why? because the place of business deserves respect. if i am on the payroll, and am at work, i should show respect and work. it takes a lot to run a business, even harder to own one. When i come home, i want to be free from script yet still do the reasonably responsible thing. when i get home i want to expand the realm of possibilities of how i live day to day. i want to think more and more. do more and more. play more and more. be more and more. The deep sense of individuality that i have gained, i am trying to apply to the people around me, not to change anyone but simply to let freedom grow. i need to be careful though. these things i speak of include highly manipulative subjects, because the idea is so new, i do not even have an example to go on to start this path, but i am going down this trail nonetheless. fear of the unknown. fear is the illusion, danger is the reality.
