outeryou

I love it. The transition from distant positions to the most recent display of loving affection, affecting my senses. in effect, forming different ways to see the same reality as you and me. no difference really. it's all about life. being the best life possible and creating the best life for the lives we choose to create. seems to be a pattern in human behavior. creating and destroying at will. even if we decimate our entire reason for being we can always choose to create something new, not really starting over as we so commonly say, but rather simply continuing on, carrying the knowledge of our existence with us through the ages, we can go the museum and see page after pages like things of human nature, taking in what people have chosen to display to the public, or we can meditate on what makes the human race great, see the inner qualities of people as a whole and as individuals. we are better if we work together yes, solo we can go far as well, but if life does nothing still it lives but for what, i asked me this, i never get an answer, i get a response though, one of great energy, bursting forth like i am ready to rock an roll and live this whole life of mine. what do i do with this energy? it is incredible. awe inspiring, makes me feel all the thoughts and dreams memories and feelings all at once, i used to fuck when i got this feeling, now i am celibate and have no idea what the energy can be used for now that i do not have sex with my body. i know that i will need this energy for the path i have chosen ahead. i also know that if i waste this energy i create for myself, then i will never know what it is capable of. sure i can let the thoughts out through a flow. what is that saying though. nothing really. i am better off writing my thoughts like this, a single block. cause when it comes down to it, i am such a blockhead...