The sickness is rising and i embrace the session. Twisted missions of fisting the misses. From sexing drugs and rock 'n roll to hexing love and watching it fold. Manipulating the masses. Contemplating the passive. Entertaining massive practices of passing active stratus's. So high. Well above the clouds. Can't get out into space just yet. So i get grounded to figure out where i've been...
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As the day's sun goes down. Night's ways come 'round. High phase comes down. Brain waves calm down. Eyes gaze on ground. Body craves laying down...
Much luvv to the models of SG. Much luvv to the photographers of SG. Much luvv to all the staff of SG.
SG models are so gorgeous, precious, delicious. Women have always been the only means of distracting myself from not only my own bullshit, but also the bullshit of the world. The women of SG are special to me. Unlike other places for beautiful...
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I read through my blog. Making corrections, changing words, adding thoughts from absurd to just blurred. Bringing them to the tip of my tongue. Now i've said them out loud. Forming them from thought to voice. They don't always make me proud. They don't always make sense. Often they leave me in a shroud trying to get through my defense. Kind of like finding my...
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In a daze, for days. Lost in a haze, with in a maze. Am i the only one with this feeling, or am i one of many that know this meaning? As the smoke clears the fire still burns. Lifting, sifting, burning through the ceiling, causing concern. i go deeper with in the labyrinth. Not searching for the center just trying to get centered. The...
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I can not claim to be a Jehovah's witness. I practice ways that would be in high disregard with in the Jehovah Witness congregation. However, my family is Jehovah Witness, everyone except my brother and his family. I have come to understand that the Jehovah Witness's have a strong understanding of the truth when it comes to bible study and research. Like with every religion,...
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From life I led, to the life I lead. The life I fed before I said what it was to hit the dirt, just a code known through miles of road and hurt. Each step hits no matter if you quit, you still gotta hoof it. Putting your thumb to the road is the only way to go, flow, an know another part of it....
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I see spirit as a universal means of connecting to everyone around you, whether you/they know it or not. Not so much a vessel, but an entity. I living "being". Living and being inside. We each have our own spirit. None are alike. Not every spirit is compatible with the person it resides in. I don't know if we can change spirits. I don't know...
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My mind seems to roam. I can be right in front of you, engaged in a conversation with you, and yet, sometimes, i will remember nothing of what just happened. Most of the time i see images in my head that are similar to movies, or shows. Not necessarily random. It's almost like my brain is simply turning my thoughts into images and sounds in...
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Organized Chaos: The Natural Law of Order
I thought of the idea of organized chaos long before i knew there was even a meaning for it out there. I have based most of my theories, thought complexes, and emotional progress on the idea that things do not have to make since or appear "sane' for it all to work out for the best, everyday... I...
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