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Today is my first smoke-free day since winter! I know the day is not ended yet, but still.

I don't to quit smoking (I smoke pot, not tabacco) but my boyfriend really wants to since he just doesn't have energy anymore. And I want to support him, so I decided not to smoke when I am alone with him since he only wants to smoke with friends. That's fine with me, I mean we smoked everyday!

Usually it takes me one week to get over the urge to smoke, I know because I tried to "quit" so many times. I'll see in a week what happened. I know that the only time I will really quit for good is when I will be pregnant (or try to become), that's why I don't want to quit right now but I know that my boyfriend really needs me to help him with that.

I guess I'll just take more sugar then.