Ok time for the first update of the new year.. aren't you just giddy with antisipation.. no.. well get giddy.. damnit.
Well seeing my family wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be.. it was actually almost fun. Christmas was pretty good.. got some stuff that I really needed but didn't have the money.. and also some stuff that i didn't need but definitly wanted.
New years was a blast.. i had my 3rd annual party at my place.. it was semi small only about 30 people total.. but it was still great. I did my first wedding at the party and married two of my good friends.. it was pretty funny.. they got divorced later that night. For the first time in 3 years i got a kiss on New Years.. but in that created a very odd situation.
Its long so skip if you don't feel like reading....
Ok so heres the odd situation.. this girl that i kindof had a crush on came.. i didn't do anything cause I knew a friend of mine liked her and he was there (not that i would do anything if he wasn't there) he lives 13 hours away from her so nothing could really ever happen (i live 5 mins away). Ok so on with the s tory.. the night went on I got really drunk and had tons of fun.. i was finnaly sobering up and got really tierd so I went up stairs and went to sleep. A few mins later the girl I had a crush on but couldn't do anything came in and asked if she could sleep in there with me.. i said fine.. who am I to deny a cute girl a place to sleep. So me being almost sober (still buzzed enough to be lose tounged) start talking to her and tell her a couple of things I probably shouldn't have.. then I asked her what was on her mind. Her response was "I was thinking about if you would let me hold your hand" first of all I know it sounds semi juvenile holding hands but I love that sort of thing and I thought it was the cutest thing that she asked. So of course I said yes.. so we just laid there and held hands until she asked me what I was thinking about, so I said "I was thinking about kissing you" so she said that she wanted to know how I kissed so i did.. she seemed to really like it by her reaction. So blah blah blah we kissed and talked for a while until the conversation turned to piercings and she asked if i had any.. i said yeah I have my nipple pierced.. she seemed intrigued and wanted to see it.. so i showed her.. (now is when things get odd) she just stared at it for a min or so and then asked if she could "put it in her mouth"
I was fairly shocked by that.. since she was being all cute and inocent before this.. so I said sure.. who am I to complain.. thats a huge turn on for me.. so she starts lightly and then more and more and then she rolls on top of my and straddles me.. so we make out and she continues to lick my ring.. then all of a sudden she goes.. " I don't think i wan't a relationship right now" hops off and goes to sleep. What?!? So confused...
Sorry for the long story.. anyone got an opinion about what she was thinking.. why she did that.. or what I should do.. I am having a friend of mine that is close to her try and find out what is going on.
Well on to other things.. I am actually getting ready to go to my post holiday office party.. wahoo partying with people that work at a funeral home.. ohh well.. its free beer and food.. can't complain.
Ok well thats my nice long post.. hope to talk to you all soon.
P.S. Quote: What are you suicidal? Only in the morning.
Well seeing my family wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be.. it was actually almost fun. Christmas was pretty good.. got some stuff that I really needed but didn't have the money.. and also some stuff that i didn't need but definitly wanted.
New years was a blast.. i had my 3rd annual party at my place.. it was semi small only about 30 people total.. but it was still great. I did my first wedding at the party and married two of my good friends.. it was pretty funny.. they got divorced later that night. For the first time in 3 years i got a kiss on New Years.. but in that created a very odd situation.
Its long so skip if you don't feel like reading....
Ok so heres the odd situation.. this girl that i kindof had a crush on came.. i didn't do anything cause I knew a friend of mine liked her and he was there (not that i would do anything if he wasn't there) he lives 13 hours away from her so nothing could really ever happen (i live 5 mins away). Ok so on with the s tory.. the night went on I got really drunk and had tons of fun.. i was finnaly sobering up and got really tierd so I went up stairs and went to sleep. A few mins later the girl I had a crush on but couldn't do anything came in and asked if she could sleep in there with me.. i said fine.. who am I to deny a cute girl a place to sleep. So me being almost sober (still buzzed enough to be lose tounged) start talking to her and tell her a couple of things I probably shouldn't have.. then I asked her what was on her mind. Her response was "I was thinking about if you would let me hold your hand" first of all I know it sounds semi juvenile holding hands but I love that sort of thing and I thought it was the cutest thing that she asked. So of course I said yes.. so we just laid there and held hands until she asked me what I was thinking about, so I said "I was thinking about kissing you" so she said that she wanted to know how I kissed so i did.. she seemed to really like it by her reaction. So blah blah blah we kissed and talked for a while until the conversation turned to piercings and she asked if i had any.. i said yeah I have my nipple pierced.. she seemed intrigued and wanted to see it.. so i showed her.. (now is when things get odd) she just stared at it for a min or so and then asked if she could "put it in her mouth"
I was fairly shocked by that.. since she was being all cute and inocent before this.. so I said sure.. who am I to complain.. thats a huge turn on for me.. so she starts lightly and then more and more and then she rolls on top of my and straddles me.. so we make out and she continues to lick my ring.. then all of a sudden she goes.. " I don't think i wan't a relationship right now" hops off and goes to sleep. What?!? So confused...
Sorry for the long story.. anyone got an opinion about what she was thinking.. why she did that.. or what I should do.. I am having a friend of mine that is close to her try and find out what is going on.
Well on to other things.. I am actually getting ready to go to my post holiday office party.. wahoo partying with people that work at a funeral home.. ohh well.. its free beer and food.. can't complain.
Ok well thats my nice long post.. hope to talk to you all soon.
P.S. Quote: What are you suicidal? Only in the morning.
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