osoesoteric

So I came to a realization yesterday... i found out that i'm the root of all my problems... I see something good and don't know how to deal with it so I block myself from it... no one should be close to me so there's no chance for me to hurt them...

P.S. "Have you ever stepped in the way of someone so that they had to move around you, just to prove to yourself that you still exist"