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Blog. 5 things I would tell myself if i could, 5 years ago

Feb 27, 2017
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My family really wanted me to go to school. It was a good experience but first thing I would have like to have known then would be it's OK to want to be in a more erotic life style.

Since I was a teenager I was drawn towards poll dancing. But since I lived in a small town and cared too much about what my parents would think I didn't do it.

. Now finally I'm starting to dance and I love poll dancing so much! I was in gymnast growing up and had no idea how perfect it would be for me hanging upside down on the poll, being sexy and brave. Being myself.

I would have told myself to begin SG 5 years ago. To go all out and enjoy what I was craving despite my doubts.

I would have told myself to watch my health more. Take the herbs I was supposed to, and to not shoot up heroin! Oh and to total my infinity. Ahhh I miss that car haha.

I would have told myself to start running 4 to 5 times a week. As it is so good for me mentally and physically.

And last but not least, to be nicer to my parents. They help me alot. They got me through rehab 4 years ago. Always are there for me. And to stay closer to my sister, and friends. Life is going fast!!!!!

But life is life and without these lessons the true me now appreciates these things more I think. being me is priceless, it is freedom and so liberating.

I can't wait to experience this decade now that I'm doing what I want, not what others think I should do.

Thank you SG for that!!!!

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