first Scarlet Johansen in "the Horse Wisperer"
When i was in highschool, I got in with "the crazy croud" I was doing drugs, and being a very bad girl. But like her in this movie, horses healed me. I owned a thoroughbred ex race horse, and every time i was with him I felt like myself, i didnt think about boys, or drugs...i felt connected to my horse and nature , and that was all i needed.
Basically i was in the moment and content. Horses have a mystical and spiritual aspect about them that most people just can not deny. even just looking at one running in a field, gives me chills. I related to her so much as she was hurt and angry when her horse got hurt, but then the horse brought her back to feeling good and their bond was special.
One of my goals is to get enough money to train and work wit horses again. Its one of my passions and I will not stop until i have land and my own horses. im incomplete without them
next Angelina Jolie in Girl Interupted
I relate to her because I have always felt drawn to darkness. She portrayed it so well in this movie, and made me realize, wether you are in an asylum or out in the world, there is darkness in us all and we must face our demons. I like hwo she was just expressing the truth about pain and life, but everyone just sees it as insanity. But really, yes she was a bit mad, but also isn't everyone a bit mad?
she had a mood disorder, which I also have. And those mood swings, are just something i have to deal with. I have manic episodes where im super high and happy, full of energy, and then down, tired, depressed. its very hard for me to have a just middle ground state. I also can relate to her in real life as she has borderline personality disorder. and she is fucking hot! i love her. and she has found if you find things you love, you can live with your disorder, and even avoid having those ups and downs.
Mamma lioness. I felt always like I have lion instincts. I feel, I crave danger, I feel powerful. Yet they are super good mothers. I protect my baby cubs like mother lioness would and I would do anything for them. The powerful yet loving lioness is what I would call my spirit animal.
