@rambo @missy
So I was 17 and I had dropped out of school. I was partying with my friends in Iowa and one night, while on extacy, my two friends and I decided we needed to go on a road trip. We left at 12 am . Had one pair of jeans and a little money. We headed west towards Colorado. We met with one of my best friend's from highschool who was going to college in Boulder. He had more extacy! We took it, and went up into the Mountains right by the city. It was so beautiful, looking at the city from way up high on the edge of a cliff. I heard some Wolf's howling, I howled back. They responded and we kept howling back and forth , I felt i was communicating with them, I could feel them. That was just the beginning. Another night, we were at the beach ( after we all decided to move to Mendocino California after our road trip) we lived on the coast, I was a hippie with red dreadlocks. And paranormal was my middle name. I began having experiences of knowing what others were thinking. People asked me advice. And sometimes I could feel their deepest concerns and emotions and I would know just what to say. There was an energy, a trust, that I had gained from listening to nature. It comes and goes but sometimes is so strong, it's as if I'm having a manic episode and I see and know things.
One night , when we were at the ocean, I looked at the sun going down, I saw mother nature spinning the sun like one would with a potting wheel, I asked my two girlfriend s to look and they said " oh my god do you see that? " They could see it and I did not tell them first what it was. It's because I believed in my connection to nature and asked for a sign. There she was. Showing me that I, and you, and each person is truly the creator and we are building the world and reality each moment, the sky, the moon, it was all a manifestation of our existence, one wouldn't exist without the other.....and so it goes. Even years later, I listen, I live based of my heart, as the heart is pure instinct, it keeps me connected, and you can see it in my two kids, they are super happy and creative. A world based on trust, creativity, and love. I'll sense people's thoughts or feelings, but sometimes it's too much to deal with so I try n block it out. But if I'm really open, conversations are very deep and they usually spill their deepest secrets to me and they don't know why. I guess because I already know and somehow they trust me....but I know it's because I feel for them with empathy. Compassion and no judgment. I listen. If you listen. You will experience paranormal activity.....I also got to talk to my friend who passed away last year, because I stopped. And listened . Suddenly my sadness was gone, she filled me up and left me with a smile. Showed me death is nothing to fear, the goodness is what remains.....
