This is a really special year I've just moved into a new house. Begin modeling which is something I've wanted to do for about 15 years. Everybody that sees me says I look like I'm glowing. It's for different reasons but I feel content and proud and I really truly know what I want to do. I'd love to go pink, and inspire people in a good way somehow.

This coming year I would like to get my Etsy store full of at least 30 Suicide Girls and hopeful paintings. It's been my dream to paint suicide girls and hopefuls and spread their beautythey, inspire me so much. Now that I've started I'm hooked I'm working on a painting right now of @hexe . And it's just coming out of me naturally, better than I even expected. The paint is just going on the canvas with my emotions and filling me with satisfaction. I've always been an artist but now I know if I do it all the time I can take it to a whole new level. is love to meet other artists and SGs who love art, and be known as someone who is honest and dependable. I'd love to have enough money to get my own camera to do self shoots. And to get more Ink. I have at least five more tattoos that I want and just need to bring in the money or find someone to trade with paintings for ink or something....

I'd like to take my kids on a trip to Colorado by the end of the year. And be making money doing what I love so that I can get a horse and start jumping and showing a horse again. Which is another one of my major dreams. The reason this year is different is because I believe my dreams will come true. Not because I'm lucky but because I realize I have to make it work. I have to make the steps to get where I want, nobody else can do it for me.

I grew up as the youngest child of four and was slightly well, spoiled. I was kind and loving but I definitely had a lot of things done for me. So it's taken a long time for me to understand that if I want something I need to take steps to get it. I've gone to nursing school I finished my massage license have accomplished a lot but those things were not my true true passion. Now that I understand I'm the one making my life like a painting taking the steps following my Bliss to paint and to model. I know that the things I want will come with patience and hard work. I also would like to be able to clean my house better by the end of the year and have my kids helping with folding clothes and cleaning! Things that my mom always did for me, which I know are important for them to learn. To be responsible.