I am changing. I am finally following my passion in art. I began scetching @hexe for my oil painting of her and it's turning out so great. I started gardening. We have a 25 foot by 15 foot tilled area for vegetables and fruits now. It feels so good to get my hands dirty. My dad is adding me to his company pay roll just to be nice. I don't even have to do anything. Once I began going for my SG dream many things in me have changed. It seemed scary at first for those around me because I have this passion that is different then your average hobby. But modeling is so natural for me, it makes me feel sexy and empowered. I've been an SG fan for over ten years but really started posting photos around this past X mas. And I feel at home on here. Thank you for supporting me it means the world. I always have wanted a horse since I used to show in jumping in highschool. Now I know I can get a horse soon because I'm following my passions. I can't wait for you guys to see these SG paintings I'm working on. They are way better then anything I have posted on here as those were rushed for school. I've been an artist for 17 years and knew someday I'd find my perfect place in my art. Painting suicide girls is not only perfect as they inspire me and they are full of colors an attitude with their unique tattoos. But I get to know that suicide girl a lot bit while I'm painting her. What a blessing to really know what you want to do. Cross your fingers that my $$ will be rolling in from my art and I will soon be able to post a photo of me and a young huge horse jumping over a 3 foot fence ! Even I could do a set on my horse. Yay. Love you all. And good night!!!!
