What I want to be remembered for. I want to be remembered as the girl who broke so many walls down in her life that she created a whole new way to live that no one who knew her thought possible. I want to have done the things I was most afraid of and became a shamanic healer through enduring pain and suffering that I chose. I want to show the world that if you think there is something for you that is out of reach you simply have to believe in it and test the UN touched waters. I broke the rules. I dropped out of highschool and became an artist. I want to be remembered because I proved you can live based on instinct and passion. And that when you keep your heart open all those around you are healed when they meet you and listen to you. I want to be remembered because I raised my children to think for themselves and be creative and not care what others think. I want to prove you can find a love and always want them and go out of your way for them. I want to be remembered as a great model who used poetry and art to inspire others and to understand death to the point of not being afraid to live. I want to show people what I saw when I was dead for fifteen minutes. That there is nothing to be afraid of. I want to create a place for children to grow up without stupid fucked up school systems and be able to find out who they are by having creative and non judgmental teachers. I want to be remembered by living without fear, and respecting the earth and its powers. I want to be remembered by showing women they can get through any pain and turn it into sunshine. The world is a canvas. Paint it how you want it. And hopefully I will be remembered as someone who was friends with anyone she met. Non judgmental and gave everyone a chance.
