osaka

so.... its half past nine. am. ... iv been awake for an hour trying to go back to sleep.... 0_o eh?
thats not normal. i came home at 3am. why the fuck am i awake?!
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stupid.


do you know what else is stupid? my hair. i hate how hairdressers just dont fucking listen. i want it to grow

whats also stuipid is my complete lack of money and my parents total uselessness in this area as they just cant give me any. for anything. like shaving razors. or maybe, new holeless socks. or like, paying my fucking school fees so i can get a fucking stamp on my student card and maybe actually be put back on the list of students.

i have no idea how to do any of the stuff i need to do for school. im starting to wish i was studying a subject which has notes and learning and stuff. not 'make 4 animations in flash. but we wont show you how to use it. or even give you flash' maaaaaan, i dunno. im never gonna get to be a second year at anything just coz first year is too general and too hard

....
so this is great,wake up too early and feel like shit about everything.