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Tuesday Oct 23, 2012

Oct 23, 2012
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Here a little secret that no one else knows:

When I get depressed, I scald myself in the shower. The pain is more intense than cutting and doesn't leave any permanent marks to raise questions from others.

I've been doing it nightly for the last three months.

I won't ask for help because I'm afraid I'll be put back on anti-depressants and lose my career all over again.

(None of these are part of your answers from my last post, CassieKoi or AllieShamallie. Still working on those)
desdmonia:
interesting, I never thought of that.
Oct 23, 2012
daleko:
I never felt so depressed to do that so I guess my oppinion doesn't matter here... Just sending some hugs!
Oct 24, 2012

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