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Wednesday Oct 17, 2012

Oct 17, 2012
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I was told today that I'm too private for my own good. Those were not the exact words, but it was certainly the intention. I couldn't deny it. I agreed whole heartedly. Most of what I do or say is a distractor to keep your attention away from the real me at the core. The part of me that both dances with demons and finagles small miracles behind the scenes is rarely glimpsed by the outside world. That's not to say that the card-flinging, dice chucking, Hawai'ian shirt clad, rocket flying, photographer, hillbilly nerd isn't the real me, it's just the part of me that I let out in the sunlight.

So, I'm going to try to correct this, and I'm going to start in the most "me" fashion that I can fathom by setting myself up for either a wild success or a massively spectacular failure. I have no middle grounds. I'm going to play a game on facebook, and to help myself prepare, I'm going to run it here as a scrimage as well.

You may ask me exactly one question via comment or pm. I will answer it as completely and honestly as my capabilities allow (I'm sorry, I don't have next week's Mega Millions numbers). There are no restrictions on what you may ask aside from specifics that could be used for ID theft like ssn and account numbers. Your question may be as personal or taboo as you desire. Just remember, you only have one. Make it count. =D
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desdmonia:
What are your top three greatest fears?
Oct 19, 2012
cassiekoi:
Sorry it took me so long to get back to you... CRAZY week! So, my question is... What keeps you from being the real you everyday... Why is "The part of me that both dances with demons and finagles small miracles behind the scene" hidden on a regular basis (I understand that you are not in the same position you once were)? Why do you hide who truly are from those close to you? Why don;t you want those close to you to know who you are at the core? Will they not approve? Is that OK?

I don;t ask to try to expose you to all of the internet, just to maybe try to understand why I too am hidden in my daily life.. I won;t be offended if you don;t answer, can;t answer, or PM instead of putting it out there for all to see.

confused Cassie
Oct 21, 2012

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