song of the moment...
so i was downloading music,a nd i went to download across five aprils,a dn one of te songs was accually candlebox-far behind. at first i was annoyed, but i gave it a listen,a nd it turns out i got this song for a reason. after this whole suicide attempt by ricky, i feel like shit. i know i know "its not...
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so i was downloading music,a nd i went to download across five aprils,a dn one of te songs was accually candlebox-far behind. at first i was annoyed, but i gave it a listen,a nd it turns out i got this song for a reason. after this whole suicide attempt by ricky, i feel like shit. i know i know "its not...
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marymary:
here.
midknight:
howdy 
Am I peeking if I look? Do my kisses feel invasive? Am I crying when I smile? Who am I to say?
Can I see this from the inside? Am I dying just to say?
With all these words hung 'round my neck, my head is feeling heavy -- Let me sleep.
Did I sneak something inside? A bitter pill, a tasteless poison? Do I...
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Can I see this from the inside? Am I dying just to say?
With all these words hung 'round my neck, my head is feeling heavy -- Let me sleep.
Did I sneak something inside? A bitter pill, a tasteless poison? Do I...
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banshee1:
thank you for stopping by my journal. I needed that.
alex grey is amazing.
alex grey is amazing.
whenever i accually get ahold of jonah he makes so many thing better. its a great combo of talking to someone you never see or talk to but think about all the time, and knowing that whatever they say is going to be honest, and not superficial or judgemental. he loaded me up on websites about love addiction and info to pass on to rickys...
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williamj:
any word on ricky? i let some of his friends on the other site know about it and everyone was just wanting to know more about his condition 
oneamongthelost:
howdy, ummm, I just noticed Joe's profile is nolonger active, I guess someone needs to pay his credit card bills, lol.
Anyway, after the movie last night, I thought you may enjoy this:
Gary Jules
You can play "Mad World" and if you check out the music samples/lyrics, I like "Ghost", and I'll probably buy the album today.
Anyway, after the movie last night, I thought you may enjoy this:
Gary Jules
You can play "Mad World" and if you check out the music samples/lyrics, I like "Ghost", and I'll probably buy the album today.
wow...now how emo am i
i;'m drinking alone in my room
crying
loathing
deopressed
and thinking how undfair this is to joe, this whoel situation that is
i hope he sticks around tho. i'd really like to call him my own one day
i;'m drinking alone in my room
crying
loathing
deopressed
and thinking how undfair this is to joe, this whoel situation that is
i hope he sticks around tho. i'd really like to call him my own one day
faithless000:
yeah.
drinking alone.
i've *never* done that
:whistles:
drinking alone.
i've *never* done that
:whistles:
so, i might dissappear for a little while. last night i was getting ready to go see joe,a nd when i came downstairs from the shower, ricky was sitting in my room. we fought. he finally see's its over. he left, i left. when i was almost at borders to see joe, i get a call from the hospital. ricky had purposely drove his car...
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lv:
You didn't ruin his life, he is going to end up ruining his own. And it only happens in the movies that someone hurts themself only to have that magically convince the girl to pity him and come back.
Maybe he'll learn that's not the way to do it, and to just move on.
Anyway, I know that doesn't help you at all, and there's not much I can say since I suck at that sort of thing (well, I am told I don't, but I think I do...)...
...so, just stay in touch girl, and hope things are looking up for you. Big hugs and warm thoughts.
Maybe he'll learn that's not the way to do it, and to just move on.
Anyway, I know that doesn't help you at all, and there's not much I can say since I suck at that sort of thing (well, I am told I don't, but I think I do...)...
...so, just stay in touch girl, and hope things are looking up for you. Big hugs and warm thoughts.
yuriel:
*sighs* poor thing these things happen they can not be helped, it isnt your fault though i understand your guilt. 
these things happen they can not be helped, it isnt your fault though i understand your guilt.
web cams are so entertaining 
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mistereel:
did you finally get one?
gogobongo:
awww, I had to babysit that night and missed your loveliness. well, here is a big 
for you just for being you.
for you just for being you.YAY! ricky has hired a spy for me on sg and YAY! she's telling him all the things i say in here and YAY! i hate her fucking guts and YAY! she's causing alot of shit and YAY! more drama and YAY! you both need to grow up!
did i treat that enough like a 16 year old? just trying to speak a language you...
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coheed:
you know what i say to stupid people? nothing i try to avoid them, but when i come across them i say fuck you get out of my way. 
cheer up.
cheer up.
trilobyte:
oh who even fucking cares? I mean seriously... of course, if you like, you can always come out to LA for a bit and we'll give them all kinds of things to talk about hehehe
i need a car so bad. i'm 31 mins late for woek and i have no ride. wheeee 
Moon river wider than a mile
Im crossing you in style someday
You dream maker, you heartbreaker
Wherever youre going Im going your way
Two drifters off to see the world
Theres such a lot of world to see
Were after the same rainbows end
Waiting round the band
My huckleberry friend, moon river
And me
god i love breakfast at tiffanies
tomorrow should be...
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Im crossing you in style someday
You dream maker, you heartbreaker
Wherever youre going Im going your way
Two drifters off to see the world
Theres such a lot of world to see
Were after the same rainbows end
Waiting round the band
My huckleberry friend, moon river
And me
god i love breakfast at tiffanies
tomorrow should be...
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coheed:
im trying to date a girl name tiffany 
supremepizzaman:
yay for good days
ever meet someone that just blows your mind? and knowing them just makes all the bad shit kinda, fizzle into nothing? it's awesome, and i love the fact i've been so lucky.
edited to add**
neil and anna are THE biggest geeks i know...and ilove them for it!!!!!! i mis you guys sooo so sos oooooo much!
edited to add**
neil and anna are THE biggest geeks i know...and ilove them for it!!!!!! i mis you guys sooo so sos oooooo much!
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evildoc:
Yes, I've met people like that ... suddenly life has a purpose and the world has meaning. It's awesome. I'm trying to figure out how to make myself feel that way without being dependent on another person, but until then, I'm thankful to meet people who make me feel that good.
My doctor says I'll be better off if I control the urge to bury them in my yard, but knowing where they are all the time feels so good ... all that love and the beautiful red soil. sigh ...
My doctor says I'll be better off if I control the urge to bury them in my yard, but knowing where they are all the time feels so good ... all that love and the beautiful red soil. sigh ...
obijonk:
i dunnoooooo, we dont speak any more :'( Jon xx
