so, i might dissappear for a little while. last night i was getting ready to go see joe,a nd when i came downstairs from the shower, ricky was sitting in my room. we fought. he finally see's its over. he left, i left. when i was almost at borders to see joe, i get a call from the hospital. ricky had purposely drove his car into an overpass. he's alive, but hurt. i haven't gone to see him yet. i feel horrible. if i wasn't such a bleeding heart, i could have had the strenghth to get rid of him alot sooner, and none of this would have happened. he called me last night and started begging me for another chance. i said no, and hung up. i feel like such a bitch, but i can't deal with him anymore. so yea, i'm going to leave this up for a couple of days so you all know whats up, then i might dissappear for awhile. i'm a henious bitch, go ahead and say it jean. i ruined his life. 
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Maybe he'll learn that's not the way to do it, and to just move on.
Anyway, I know that doesn't help you at all, and there's not much I can say since I suck at that sort of thing (well, I am told I don't, but I think I do...)...
...so, just stay in touch girl, and hope things are looking up for you. Big hugs and warm thoughts.