i cut again today. i'm so depressed. fuck it, but when my membership here is up, i'm not renewing. idk when its up tho, so, bleh. but i can't take it anymore. all it does is cause shit between ricky and i. he hates it that i'm on here. so i'm pretty much done. for those of you that care enough to want to continue contact with me, i'm roxxybeachbum on aim, and sunshine_sublime@yahoo.com on msn (idk how, but it works...) thats also my email addy.i have a livejournal as well, prettypinklush on lj. so thats that, if you care to check in, say hello, and keep up the friendship outside of sg, awesome, if not, then thanks anyways. but thats that, i'm done 
edited to say-0 my account is accualy up tommorow, so yea, thats it, bbye everyone
LTrain, WillaimJ, mistereel, theamericanjesus, crayonscars, edc, garbagepailkid, thefuckoffkid, paulsandman, SPM, nug wug, and everyone else, i'll miss you guys and teh silly fun times in chat, please keep in touch, but uh-yea
and in lushious tradition, some lyrics
Gary Jules- mad World (from donnie darko)
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, Going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, No expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
These dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best i've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very ..
Mad World, Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me whats my lesson
Look right through me, Look right through me
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
These dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best i've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very very...
Mad World, Mad World
Enlargen your world
Mad World
edited to say-0 my account is accualy up tommorow, so yea, thats it, bbye everyone
LTrain, WillaimJ, mistereel, theamericanjesus, crayonscars, edc, garbagepailkid, thefuckoffkid, paulsandman, SPM, nug wug, and everyone else, i'll miss you guys and teh silly fun times in chat, please keep in touch, but uh-yea
and in lushious tradition, some lyrics
Gary Jules- mad World (from donnie darko)
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, Going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, No expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
These dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best i've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very ..
Mad World, Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me whats my lesson
Look right through me, Look right through me
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
These dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best i've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very very...
Mad World, Mad World
Enlargen your world
Mad World
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cassie11:
I know u dont know who i am but i would like to that not guy is worth cutting urself over and trust me i learned this i have been that depressed before. I also want to say i am sorry we never talked and that i am sure SG will miss you. If u want to chat my AIM is Borrower04. Keep it real and stay safe.
obijonk:
sweetheart dont go! you were superhappy when you didnt have that boy.. come do me instead!! 
Jon x
Jon x