so! new pics in my thing, but not of me, of the people i talk about in here so you can put faces to names, haha! uhm, i'm gunna try and be completely honest even tho i know both parties involved read this thing. i think. idk anymore, haha. anyhow, latley i've been having some trouble. it looks like it might be back to the streets for me again, which is no good. i can't do that shit for a fourth time. but i have about three offers for a home. one in michigan which idk so much about. i don't really know the guy. so thats uber shady. then theres matt. i could go to texas and be with him. which would be...great. i guess. lol AGH! idk. i like him, alot, despite what i have with ricky. and i'm really considering doing it, i'm like 50/50 on it. but what if i miss ricky too much? not to mention matt leaves in july for the navy and then what? i have to wait four years for him to return. i mean he'll visit and all but idk. so theres that. then theres ricky. ricky lives in his truck, but he's filing for section 8 housing. he wants me to come and live in his apartment with him when he gets it. and i really like being around him. my only concern is i'll get soo sick of him. we're on different levels with how we feel for each other. and i'm not ready for "i love you" s yet. but he says it everyday anyways. and he always feels the need to be holding me, or touching me in some way. and that gets soooo uncomftorable. sometimes i just want my space. and he's here everyday without fail. how do i tell him to go away? larry says i'm just too nice. and that being nice is such a weakness for me that i feel selfish when i do things for me. and i feel guilty when i tell someone how i feel. and after some thought, i think he's right. and thats so pathetic really. oi i need to find a way to figure this out and fast. bc otherwise its to te streets i go. 
love you guys
QuinnXX
and nuggles-anytime on the hugs buddy!
love you guys
QuinnXX
and nuggles-anytime on the hugs buddy!
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first off... YOU DON'T NEED A GUY TO BE OFF THE STREETS OR HAPPY...
we're liberated! burn your bra! like what destinys child says...
all the women are indpendent, throw your hands up at me!
sorry woman! if i could take you in, i would, cause you're just that rad! BUT you should really consider doing all this on your own.. meaning.. getting rid of both boys.. 1. if ricky is making you have doubts now, and he lives in a car, not thats not very stable, you don't need that especially if you're trying to finish school. i'm sure ricky is a good person obviously cause he is caring for you but it sounds like you're just falling back on him for your own stability but you're gonna end up falling on nothing. 2. this navy boy. i'm sure he'll provide you with alot of stability. and him leaving alot will cause alot of emotional strain. i know this cause i've been around the military lifestyle. alot of divorce rates and unhappy partners cause of the lack of attention. its rough and i give props to those relationships and marriages that have lasted longer then 6 months.
But who am i? i'd just hate to see you on the streets. gemini's have two personalities are usually very dependent on people. so right now is really causing you alot of confusion, i can tell.
i wish you luck... i'm here if you need to talk or whatever. never fear.. ltrain is here!!!!
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I was looking through your pictures cause I figured if LTrain knows you then you are probably cute....and you are! Is the drawing on "rickys shoooz" from the band onelinedrawing? If so, (which I am pretty sure it is) yeah! I love jonah! Ok that's all I wanted to say.
feeling like a dork now,
christie aka
boobookittyfuck
or as Ltrain calls me fuckkittyboobies!