Right. First real entry. Best make it a short one though, I've got to go and do boring things at my new house like fit the toilet roll holder.
I was never very popular as a young'un. Short, fat and with the most pathetic sense of humour you've ever experienced, a stupid face and worse hair. Things didn't change until I was about 14, when I started growing, the fat fell off and I got a haircut. Even though it still looked stupid.
Either way.
A trend I've noticed within friends of mine is that they've never really been interested in the opposite sex until ages of 17 or 18... I had a revelation over the summer holidays before I started secondary school (age 11) that girls were actually rather attractive.
My first kiss was with a girl that would kiss anyone, pretty much. Made me feel like the best thing on earth, but it certainly didn't improve my hairstyle. Let's call this girl "a", just to keep real identities well out of this.
She was fickle as anything, and fucked me up royally by writing "love letters" to other people in full view of everyone, and besides the initial "Will you get off with me" (ahahahahaa) one that she gave to me, they were to other people.
I was convinced that my heart was broken beyond repair etc etc etc. As you do when you're that young. Melodrama seems like the best idea.
We toyed with each other for a couple of years as we got older, but come the age of 13 I was condemed to the grade of "loser boy", which was pretty damned apt anyway. And besides a brief rekindling of spirits when we were a bit older about "getting back together" after I'd developed a decent hairstyle and my face didn't look so stupid,, where she put a friend of hers on hold on the phone for an hour whilst she was talking to me, nothing else happened.
I have no apologies to make to her, no regrets, and to be honest, at that kind of age, you talk out of your arse at most opportunites anyway, so what's said is said.
I do wonder what she's up to now, though. I don't think of her in any other way - I'm just really intrigued what happened, especially after hearing she got thrown out of college for being a slut.
Heh.
I'll likely never know though, and I'm never going to make inroads into finding out.
...that wasn't as short as I expected it to be.
I was never very popular as a young'un. Short, fat and with the most pathetic sense of humour you've ever experienced, a stupid face and worse hair. Things didn't change until I was about 14, when I started growing, the fat fell off and I got a haircut. Even though it still looked stupid.
Either way.
A trend I've noticed within friends of mine is that they've never really been interested in the opposite sex until ages of 17 or 18... I had a revelation over the summer holidays before I started secondary school (age 11) that girls were actually rather attractive.
My first kiss was with a girl that would kiss anyone, pretty much. Made me feel like the best thing on earth, but it certainly didn't improve my hairstyle. Let's call this girl "a", just to keep real identities well out of this.
She was fickle as anything, and fucked me up royally by writing "love letters" to other people in full view of everyone, and besides the initial "Will you get off with me" (ahahahahaa) one that she gave to me, they were to other people.
I was convinced that my heart was broken beyond repair etc etc etc. As you do when you're that young. Melodrama seems like the best idea.
We toyed with each other for a couple of years as we got older, but come the age of 13 I was condemed to the grade of "loser boy", which was pretty damned apt anyway. And besides a brief rekindling of spirits when we were a bit older about "getting back together" after I'd developed a decent hairstyle and my face didn't look so stupid,, where she put a friend of hers on hold on the phone for an hour whilst she was talking to me, nothing else happened.
I have no apologies to make to her, no regrets, and to be honest, at that kind of age, you talk out of your arse at most opportunites anyway, so what's said is said.
I do wonder what she's up to now, though. I don't think of her in any other way - I'm just really intrigued what happened, especially after hearing she got thrown out of college for being a slut.
Heh.
I'll likely never know though, and I'm never going to make inroads into finding out.
...that wasn't as short as I expected it to be.
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ignignot:
he he he
ignignot:
he he he