optimistickid

i am reading catch-22 now. it's going very slowly. everything in that book is backwards and random and sometimes it's a little confusing to me. i hope it gets easier.

i want to get an anti-bush t-shirt. anybody know a cool place to purchase one?

listening to medulla right now. i thought that every single sound on the record would be a human voice and...
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okay time for a new journal entry. yay!!!!!!!!

i ate like a fucking today well starting last night actually i ordered a pizza around 10 pm. i had 3 slices last night and 2 today. then i had a bunch of nacho chips which i didn't even want, but couldn't stop stuffing in my mouth. then i had some salty nuts, and pasta. i had...
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so the VMAs were tonight. that's the video music awards for anybody who doesn't know. every year i early anticipate them just so i can have the pleasure of ripping them for being completely fucking horrible and every year they do not disappoint me.

to be honest i really had very little interest in watching the show. i turned down a friends invitation to come...
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Ralph Nader said we should get rid of political parties. I didn't hear anything else he said on the subject matter, but it was enough to stimulate some thinking in my brain.

You know how a coach has to defend his players even when they do stupid things because well... just because he's on their team? Political parties are the same way too. Republicans will...
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Why are the YeahYeahYeahs popular and Sleater-Kinney not?

I already know the answer, which is because the YYYs are younger and more marketable, but it's just too bad. I mean, I like the YYYs and all, but let's be honest now... they're no SK.

i don't want to jinx it, but my neck feels better today. not all better, but better.

so my friend mike got engaged over the weekend. oh i'm sorry did i say friend? silly me. mike hasn't been my friend since he met linda. now i might be wrong, but i don't consider a "friend" to be somebody who only calls you when his girlfriend...
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i'm listening to Kid A now. great cd.

i wish i had some cool older friends. my friends suck. okay that's not true, but they aren't the friends i really want. i want some older friends that could be like mentors to me. you know... give me advice, be like an older brother to me. i want friends who have their own place and we're...
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so i changed my name from optimisticKid to wakeup. i was never optimistic at any time so i don't know why i thought of that dumb name. i chose wakeup because i just like the sound of it. and sometimes i feel like i am sleepwalking through life and i need to wake the fuck up

i had a bad day today. my neck is...
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I miss going to college. I miss the drive there. I miss picking what cd's I'll take for the ride. I miss sitting in class and learning. I miss taking notes. I miss meeting other students. I miss looking at all the nice looking girls on campus. I miss joking with friends in class. I miss waiting around in between classes. Reading in the library,...
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today i went to the mountain by myself and met a deer. he let me get within 5 feet of him and take some pictures whilst he was looking for leaves to chew on. it was really cool.

i am thinking about changing suicide girls name, optimisticKid, to something else. the problem is, i'm just not that optimistic. so you see the name doesn't fit...
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