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i have upgraded to xp. was watching schindlers list tonight from netflix but the disc messed up about an hour in so i had to stop. the movie really made me upset. how could such horrible things have happened? how could humans treat other humans so horribly? a person who murders another person for no good reason like that is not even human anymore. movies...
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i am upgrading to windows xp now..... how cool is that?

i just hope it works, since it is a burned copy.

otherwise i'll have to buy it

this entry isn't that interesting is it?

the vegetarian chili i made last night wasn't too tasty. but i think maybe if i added more chili powder and salt next time it would be really good. i...
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one of my goals for this year is to race in some 5K's and do really well in them. what would really well be? how about 15:00? wow! if i can do that, that would be incredible. that's like less than a 5 minute mile pace. i'm not sure if i can do that, but i'll see. i definitely want to get lower than 18:00....
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i bought a 200 GB hard drive yesterday. i am going to buy some RAM on ebay and then upgrade to windows XP. and then i might get an ipod. so much for not buying shit that i don't need. actually i probably will not get the ipod until i find a job.

what i really need to do is get better. i have been...
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i saw fight club yesterday for the first time. netflix is allowing me the pleasure of catching up on a bunch of movies i missed the first time around. i really didn't know what the movie was going to be like, but it was different than anything i would've imagined. it was really good. my favorite line was "the things you own end up owning...
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you know what pisses me off about the movie garden state? it's about this guy in his late 20's who is lost and depressed and has this chance meeting with a girl who recognizes the good in him and ultimately saves him from his depression and lonliness. well that's really sweet, but you know what? that never fucking happens.

i've had ear congestion for like the past 3 or 4 weeks. i know, i should've gone to the doctor, but anyway... so now the ear congestion is mostly gone, but now i am feeling kind of light headed and dizzy. i have waited this long without going to the doctor, but i am thinking about going now. part of me thinks that since i...
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i watched the nightmare before christmas tonight for the first time in about 10 years. it was cool. i was buzzing on nyquil when i watched it, so that made it even better

i had the nicest little rest on my bed today. i have the most comfortable bed in the world, it's a tempur-pedic mattress. it is like heaven to lay on. anyway i was just laying there, kind of meditating. really focused on my breathing. and then i just tried focusing on all of my physical feelings, without thinking about what they were. like what breathing...
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