i can't take it anymore. i can't find a job. i went to school for computer science. and for what? to throw away thousands of dollars apparently. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK i can't stand it. i am at the end of my sanity. i don't know what to do. i feel like there is nothing i can do. i just can't take it anymore. my parents are hounding me to get a job. am i supposed to take any job? then what the fuck was the point of 6.5 years of school? i can't take it anymore. pretty soon i'm just going to break down and lose my mind. if anybody has any advice please i am begging you to share it with me because i don't know what the fuck to do
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As for advice on not losing your mind...I don't know, I've never been very good at that kind of thing.