optimistickid

i saw the aviator tonight. i enjoyed it. there was one crash sequence that was really amazing. not that i could ever claim to know what it's like to be in an airplane crash, but that scene was so well done it really made me feel like i experienced it. i just felt the panic and the horror, even if was only 1/100 of what somebody who's actually in it feels. i totally forgot i was watching a movie for a second. it's cool when the movies make you feel like that.

other than that i had a pretty shitty day. just hanging around the house with nothing to do. i just feel lost and directionless in my life. i need to meet someone cool, but i just don't know where or how. ugh, i just don't know how to turn things around.