optimistickid

well i sold my peavey amp today on ebay. i am sad to sell it. it's been mine since 1993, when i was 13 years old. all of the best musical times i've had have come through that amp. 'stairway to heaven' at the recital, and 'fade to black' at the talent show.... the album i made with zero at the bone. ahh that album sucked anyway.. i really am sad to sell it though, because it's a part of my childhood. but it will be good. it will be like dying to the past. i don't need the past anymore.

on a positive note, i feel really good today. the holidays are coming and i feel the holiday spirit within me. i love this time of year.

oh yeah, i almost forgot. last night i woke up at 4 a.m. and decided to go into the hallway for some reason. all of a sudden there's this LOUD BOOM like an explosion from outside and the window flashes orange like the whole sky changed color! it scared the fucking shit out of me. I thought that a nuclear bomb had gone off or something. i went back to bed but i was terrified, and i layed there thinking that there was going to be another explosion and that it would probably kill us all. turns out that the transformer or whatever it's called on the telephone pole exploded. i swear to god it was loud as hell. why the hell do those things explode? isn't that really unsafe? and why did i wake up just in time to hear it?