optimistickid

interpol are fucking amazing. i am buying tickets to their NYC show on 11/12. I don't care if I have to go alone because all my friends don't have a clue about good music, i'm fucking going. they are my favorite band at the moment, and probably the best band in the world. at least out of the ones i've heard.

my parents were fighting tonight. so fucking sad. here's the story: my mom accidentally broke my dad's alarm clock and threw it out. she even bought a new one to replace it. but my dad started carrying on about his alarm clock. he even was asking me where it was after my mom told him she threw it out. that was yesterday. then tonight he started carrying on again. he called my mom a son of a bitch and yelling ensued and he said for her not to throw out his alarm clock. it was a horrible scene. i felt like just running away. or never talking to my dad again. i don't know what the fuck is wrong with him. he hates my mom. he can't even stand her. he must think she is worthless or something.

you know it's not about an alarm really, the roots of this go much deeper. i wish my dad would just move out i guess. i've never felt close to him. he's never around. our relationship is just a big mess. our whole family is a big fucking mess.