optimistickid

so i changed my name from optimisticKid to wakeup. i was never optimistic at any time so i don't know why i thought of that dumb name. i chose wakeup because i just like the sound of it. and sometimes i feel like i am sleepwalking through life and i need to wake the fuck up

i had a bad day today. my neck is all fucked up. all thanks to that data entry job. sitting there all day at that desk typing and looking down really fucked up my neck. i was thinking about it the other day and you know what... jobs really fuck you up. you work in an office and you go blind from looking at a screen all day, your hands get arthritis, and your neck breaks, as well as your back. work on automobiles and you get cancer from breathing in all the foul fumes. be a landscaper and you breathe in the mower fumes and die.

most jobs today are so damn dehumanizing. i just interviewed for a helpdesk job. i would be in a little cube, on the phone, taking calls all day long. you do the same shit all day long. it's like being on an assembly line, doing the same shit all the time. it's so disgusting, it makes me want to kill everyone. i hate this part of the world. working sucks balls. you can't tell me that it doesn't. okay so maybe there are some cool jobs like being a teacher and stuff but that's just not for me. i wouldn't be good at it. does that mean i have to do something i hate and be miserable for the rest of my life??????? fuck no, i'd rather stay home and have no money forever