optimistickid

just finished watching hour 3 of the new season of 24. it's great, but the only thing taking away from my enjoyment of it is knowing that i have to go to sleep in a few short hours, which will be followed by getting up for work tomorrow morning. how unpleasant. i almost want to hold onto this tape and wait until i quit my job to finish watching. then it would be so much more enjoyable.

today was another very unpleasant day at work. my eyes were killing me. the office lights are so bright. it's like trying to read a book at the beach when the sun is glaring in your eyes. maybe my eyes are really sensitive. i wonder if it bothers other people as much as it does me. i am lucky that i still have my vision. pretty soon i'll be blind. i just realized that my blinky bear picture is squinting, haha

i need to do some things before i quit. first, i need to find out how much it's going to cost for cobra benefits. then i need to figure out how to write up an official notice that i'm leaving. i also need to decide if i'm going to quit this monday, or wait until after the vacation. i don't even know if i'm going on the vacation after the fight my parents had the other night. i also need to decide if i'm going to cancel my cell phone. and switch to dsl. to save money. i wish this whole fucking process were over already. it really sucks. i haven't been sleeping well lately thinking about this shit.