optimism

Well, too long again since I updated. So much happens and there's never enough time for it all, and I sit down and start reading, only to find that there is either too much or not enough going on. So I either don't have time for it all or lose my focus and start with something else which wastes the time I need. I'm just talking for the sake of talking just now. It was pointed out to me by a girl at work who I find attractive that I say just now a lot. I would ask her out if she wasn't in a position to fire me. Not that I think that would happen. It wouldn't get awkward at all. I really try to put people at ease. It's just that I'm either a big chicken or I am succombing to the reality that asking out someone you work with is not a good idea. Besides, she drives a pickup and listens to country. Anyway, I've talked more than I meant to and need to go to bed. I have tomorrow off. My orchestra is playing tomorrow. It should be better than last week's gig. I wish the strings were better. Night all, and hope you sleep well. Me too.
And, here goes nothing.