opticnerve

I couldn't sleep last night. The near-death experience yesterday, the second I've had this year, made me too pensive to relax. I've wasted time and effort on people who, frankly, have not justified the attention I've lavished on them. I have fooled myself once too often this year into thinking someone was reciprocating feelings that I was expressing, whether through words or actions.

Well, no more. It is time I set aside such blinding and foolish daydreams and get on with being in the 'real' world.