ontothenext's SuicideGirls Blog

ohhhhhhhhhhhhh man!

My interview got cancelled because she "forgot it was a holiday weekend and her daughter was home".
I said I was available for Wednesday and she said that was fine... at this point I'm thinking that she prob would have said screw it by now if she didn't really need someone.

i needs the sessiness. asap.

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ferretbite:

I don't know what that last word means. But if you want it, I'll hope you get it!

Oct 13, 2008

cunninglinquist:

I have an interview pending for 2 weeks and that sucks

Oct 14, 2008

woooooooooo!!!!

I'm invisible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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bill_the_cat:

Anybody seen FreeBird70285 around? She seems to have disappeared.

Oct 12, 2008

aesirr:

There is a massively geeky part of me that wonders if you are quoting from the Deep Space Nine episode Past Tense.

Oct 12, 2008

Why do I always need to sneeze when I have a mouth full of food?

I totalled my car in August, and now I am driving my brother's SUV with a V8 engine. I'm a pretty good driver but I can't control that thing at all.............

I have a VERY VERY exciting internship/job interview coming up on Monday with a new music production company that...
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cspeedball:

How is it you've been back a whole week and i just now noticed? I'm such a slacker! I'm glad you're back but sorry to hear about your dad. Just keep looking forward while cherishing precious memories of the past, that's my motto. Once again, i'm so happy you're back.

Good luck on that job!

Oct 10, 2008

cspeedball:

This could be a good Halloween profile pic

Oct 12, 2008

Do you hear that noise? I know you do!

It's me gasping for breath after trying to run for the first time in 5 or more years...

hahah I used to love to run and I was pretty good at it... something about it just made me feel free and good about myself....

There is a half marathon in April that benefits the Luekemia and...
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aesirr:

A good cause, wishing you the best of luck with it.

Oct 6, 2008

blaze1mad:

6 months away piece of cake! you got dat down

Oct 7, 2008

....

On the way to the hospital, I closed my eyes, held my breath, blocked out senses. I didn't want to feel anything, hear anything, smell anything...sense anything... I didn't want to remember anything about that day. I didn't want to remember what song was on the radio or the smell of the city as we crossed the bridge... I knew that they would haunt...
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01_conservative:

I was right where you are now 11 years ago and I still think my Dad is going to call. Or you hear a voice that sounds like him or someone looks like him or moves like him, you just need to remember the good times and keep him with you in your heart.

He has moved to a place where he can watch over you all the time and not feel any pain. I keep you and your father in my prayers and will say Hail Mary's for him. (It is supposed to help)

Oct 4, 2008

oxy:

sending hugs and love

Oct 5, 2008

Hi! I'm back and I've missed you so much!

Alot has happened since I've been here last.

My dad fought until his very last breath like the hero that he is. He passed away on September 16th. I am still working hard in school but I think I have chosen a new career path. I want to teach Biology. I was always good in science....
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ferretbite:

I'm really happy to see you hear again, and as I told you, sorry about your father. Let's not dwell on that, I'm hoping to see more of you 'round here, you've been missed sorely.

Oct 2, 2008

hookups96:

Welcome back.

Oct 2, 2008

My subscription is amost up.

Dad is starting radiation therapy in a few days. They aren't optimistic, but I'm trying to be.

I dont know where or what I'm going to be doing in the very near future. I might go back to school, I might move up to MA with my grandmother. I don't really know.

Thanks to everyone for being my friend.

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tex13:

Hope it all works out.

Jul 31, 2008

panthergreen:

Ohhhh no....... I hope we don't lose you from here. I love reading your posts and hearing about your life.

I think you are absolutely gorgeous, sexy, AND stunning.......and that's more than physical in description.

All the best to you and your Dad, hopefully things go well. Stay strong!

Sep 13, 2008

Cross your fingers that I get a callback for a job!

So I went to the store and got alot of healthy food... Now... how do i force myself to eat that before I get to more fun and fattening food? Thats the part I cant figure out! I found THE perfect dress that I want to squeeze myself into and not look like a...
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