onlyoblivion

An interesting (potential) opportunity has arisen. Good (potential) news, I suppose, but it has led me to a shocking discovery: Hope and dread are now the same emotion for me.

If my run of bad luck doesnt end with this, Im betting my life does.

I gave up on the past year of my life today.

Tomorrow I'll start giving up on the rest of my life.

Yeah, yeah, I know: Im terrible at staying in touch with people. Maybe Ive just reached a new nadir of laziness during these last few months, but it feels like its getting harder to do anything anymore, and thanks to the fact that I just give less of a shit now than I ever have before, nothing gets done. I have a huge laundry list...
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Moments touch each other
Where decisions are made
In perfect dovetail edges

I sleep through the waking hours
And rise in the darkness, smiling
A long, pristine piece of wood

I still exist.

Im going to the burlesque show in Pittsburgh tonight, though, so its not all bad.

Well, the sword was stuck fast. Theres still a chance I could get a phone call that would set everything right, but expecting that to happen would be even more nave than me driving 400 miles to attend an audition based strictly on appearances. I might still be able to net a $26k/year job that would likely be more fun-filled than stress-inducing, and if it...
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I will be in New York City on August 13th, and it will be the most significant day of my life.

This is not an update. Fnord.

I'm still not dead again. Origins report forthcoming when/if I'm not feeling lazy.