Tuesday May 01, 2007

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Haven't updated since vacation. Probably because I am getting killed at work and having a hard time adjusting back into this lifestyle.
This week is murder as I work 79.5 hours on 3 different shifts. Fuck.
No riding, no lifting, nothing, work and sleep.
More to come after this week of bullshit.
bully:
hey how are you doing !!!!
long time no talkytalky.

my fault not yours.
i miss you though !

xoxo

Friday Mar 30, 2007

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please pay homage to: Bully she rocks the house

My birthday. Whoopie fucking do da.
Going out to hang in the Serb town tonight, get some good food, some drinks.
Tomorrow I call off work and then head to Skopje, Macedonia for the night before vacation. Going out in Skopje, then catching the 0600 flight out. Got a 7 hour layover in Belgrade which I...
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Sunday Mar 18, 2007

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Going to start all my stuff with paying homage to: Bully
She rocks the fucking house

Angry and edgy. I need vacation badly. Going on the 1st and it is very necessary. Hitting Sweden, Finland and Estonia. All the hotels are booked, the flight is booked and I am fucking ready. It will cost me some cash but it will be well worth it. Almost...
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nikonphoto80:
That is hard to do as long as I'm working at the job I have.

No, I have not heard them, but do you ever listen to Uncle Tupelo? I was always told they were pretty much the first alt country band, I also like Son Volt and Wilco the two bands that were started by the members of uncle tupelo. I also like a band called my morning jacket.

I thought it was just better to walk away and not start a seen, it would just have made more people hate me. plus I'm way to shy to do something like that.

neurospasm:
Mouth of the Architect sounds interesting...I'll have to check that out as I've been a long time Godflesh fan and recently got turned on to Isis which is growing on me. Thanks.

Sunday Feb 25, 2007

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continuing on my rant from last time, like a month ago.

Pay homage to this girl: Bully
She is one of a couple people who have given me the time of day on this site, even before she was live

Just fucking tired of everything. Not feeling great. Working out fine, lifting hard, need to start riding again. Dying to ride again.
Nothing feels like...
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nikonphoto80:
Or maybe, just maybe those people haven't hung out with me and if they did would not like me.

You know i think I may have met 3 of your favorite SG's.
nikonphoto80:
I just wish I had some friends, some people to hang out with, I have people who say they are my friends, but they don't make a effort to even talk to me, I'm always alone and when I go out I go out alone, if I ever move I hope its some where there are people from SG, but like I said if they hang out with me they may not like me.

i only met two of the SG's, i thought i met another one but i was wrong, but i really hope to meet GoGo some day.

Tuesday Jan 30, 2007

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Just over a year now. That is how long I have been doing fairly well, feeling good, somewhat content. The last stretch of this feeling was in '02 and last about 6 months so I did better this time.
I think it is all over now. Just starting to feel that old me coursing through my veins. So much to it. I was happy because...
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gayballs:
Bully's hoooooooooooooooot

Monday Jan 15, 2007

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I guess that I should update as it has been quite a while.
For New Years I got what I thought was food poisoning and turned out to be a bacterial infection inside me. That was a load of fun for the New Year. 2 weeks later, lots of antibiotics and other meds later and I am finally okay. I had a good 10 days...
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Wednesday Dec 27, 2006

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Feeling pretty restless and edgy right now. I need some time off but none is coming anytime soon. Probably vacation in April, which will be a year since the last and that is too long. I need to get a 3 day pass soon and go to Bulgaria. I am also ready for night shift to end and get back on days. My body does...
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pariah:
Haha, well, thank you smile

Friday Dec 22, 2006

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Current status: tired, rocked from a great workout, behind on just about everything and sucking down a Rockstar to get me going and probably followed by a RedBull.
Got stuck working 12.5 hours last night. I hate night shift. My body just does not deal well. Changing over to days come the 5th, that is a welcome change.

Dinner in my Serb hangout tomorrow. Looking...
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nikonphoto80:
What does a security contractor do?

Well I would think being anywhere over seas would just be pretty fun, even if its not the coolest place, I would so love to do that.

Thursday Dec 14, 2006

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So what to say? Got 3 things in the mail sent well after the 2 things that are missing, I think they are gone. Someone is sporting some pretty fly gear and listening to my new Converge and Isis CD's. That upsets me a great deal. Fuckers need to buy their own shit.

Winter still isn't here. It is just foggy as shit. No one...
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nikonphoto80:
some one took your mail? That is so mean.

It is in the 70's in KY today, that is crazy.

So I take it you sent a girl you like a letter, I hope she likes you and will end up with you.

So you do not get along with your family? I have to go to 4 different houses for Christmas.

What is Serbs?

Ok I will try to do that.
nikonphoto80:
I think all shy people are social outcasts, at least for the most part, I didn't think I was, but now I know I am.

Maybe 30 years ago you could get away from commercialism, but not anymore.

Wow that really sucks, stealing mail is really mean, they could have gotten some ones letter from a dear friend or something really important to the person.

What is so bad about your family?

What kind of work do you do? It must be a really cool job if you get to go over seas to work, I would love that.


Monday Dec 11, 2006

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Blah, blah, blah.
Very tired. Very tired. Going from 3rd shift, to 1st shift, back to 3rd shift is rough on the body and sleep. I feel like a zombie right now.
Tons of school work to do. I am way behind.
Went out to my Serbian hangout on Saturday and had a blast. I needed that. Of course that is why I am behind...
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bully:
thanks for your love. you're always friggen so good to me.
sucks about your mail.
i bet that's one thing that keeps you going is getting stuff from the outside worlddd.
hope thinkgs get better for you!!!

kiss
xoxo
pistolita:
ugh! yuck! too much work + stolen packages! i'm so sorry to hear!

Friday Dec 01, 2006

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Things just keep going the same over and over. I walk 437 steps per shift with no overtime. Groundhogs Day is what this place is. I continue to whore myself out to the dollar.

So I wrote that 8 page letter, it was received probably a month ago yet still no word. I have even talked to her in that time. Of course my being...
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Friday Nov 24, 2006

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Thanksgiving come and gone with nothing going on. Dinner in the chow hall which wasn't too bad. Naturally I worked and I haven't had a day off in probably 3 months, though I am scheduled for one on Wens. I will be enjoying that day off. By Sunday I will have 140 hours this pay period, shit.

Night shift is good and bad. Good because...
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