Separation - ws merwin
Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle.
Everything I do is stiched with its color.
man i really wish i wrote that. so much in so little...
went to the bf's place last night...always nice to see him. i'm a lucky lucky girl.
do you ever just start missing people/things for no reason whatsoever? i don't mean...
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Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle.
Everything I do is stiched with its color.
man i really wish i wrote that. so much in so little...
went to the bf's place last night...always nice to see him. i'm a lucky lucky girl.

do you ever just start missing people/things for no reason whatsoever? i don't mean...
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i love the girls and the money and the shame of life....



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oninotaki:
Cant argue with that, also I will be posting hamster updates and photos all the time in my best attempt to make him IMMORTAL!

demigauge:
ah ..ok..i'm more of a comic geek than anything heh
ohhhhhh someone put new pics up... bfemme and me!
tonight i can write the saddest lines...
(or rather i need to. deadline tomorrow
)
who loves kitty?
tonight i can write the saddest lines...
(or rather i need to. deadline tomorrow





who loves kitty?

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rickroyal:
Wow. Um. Just, wow. You're quite the hottie. Damn. And here I was just lusting after your mind.
tarbaby:
heyheyhey-did ya get your story written?
tonight i went to trivia at the bar with my friends. i won $5 (yes!) but this was skimming the surface, waiting to let go. thank god it didn't:
this is what i need:
i need to feel one bit of the passion that i felt radiating of your skin and cooling on mine in the night in the air in the ocean breeze in...
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this is what i need:
i need to feel one bit of the passion that i felt radiating of your skin and cooling on mine in the night in the air in the ocean breeze in...
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jacqui:
i cant really see your faace but i can see why people would think you resemble jennifer.
lucky girl

lucky girl

iyce:
hey you seem like a nice person. maybe you can help me figure something out. can you tell me what in the hell this movie "Amelie" is about lol! Everyone is constantly talking about it. I know, Immma dork...and u don't even want to know why........
Dreaming: i would if i could fly
Im in the shower, running the soap over my shoulders. I glance down, and see that my shoulder is covered in red. I look at my hands, and I see that my fingertips are bleeding. I see that my toes are doing the same. In the dream this is completely natural, although Im a bit confused. But when...
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Im in the shower, running the soap over my shoulders. I glance down, and see that my shoulder is covered in red. I look at my hands, and I see that my fingertips are bleeding. I see that my toes are doing the same. In the dream this is completely natural, although Im a bit confused. But when...
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rickroyal:
The offer is very tempting. Very tempting, indeed.
honkeykong:
-you're giving out virtual hugs and kisses? what about me? don't i get some love?
-actually, i don't know you too well...maybe a virtual high-five will do.
-do you think i can give someone a virtual drop-kick?
-actually, i don't know you too well...maybe a virtual high-five will do.
-do you think i can give someone a virtual drop-kick?
okay, okay; you found me out...i am not asleep anymore.
i just don't have anything interesting to say right now and i have to finish 4 problem sets before my logic class tomorrow and a paper proposal and research notes. YAY.
i'll be back soon, promise.

i just don't have anything interesting to say right now and i have to finish 4 problem sets before my logic class tomorrow and a paper proposal and research notes. YAY.

i'll be back soon, promise.


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crysm1:
I know how you feel, Homework, then work, then sleep, if your lucky you have time to eat. The degree in the end is worth it though.
bionicfemme:
You've got to stop with these hot journal pictures! Or else you will overshadow the suicide girls! 

shhhhhhhhhhhh....she's finally sleeping....


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itsalivemedia:
How many hours is that>?
tarbaby:
still?????
think think think. think think think...
looking for a job...
contemplating the intricacies of life...
definitely not sleeping...
looking for a job...
contemplating the intricacies of life...
definitely not sleeping...

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_sarah_:
I just noticed the song quote for your stats.
ABBA!!! Bowie!!! VNV Nation!!! Etc!!! You like the same bands I do. You're on my list now.

ABBA!!! Bowie!!! VNV Nation!!! Etc!!! You like the same bands I do. You're on my list now.

dg:
It looks like you don't need yo be chanting that
Tool, A perfect cirlce, radiohead you have a decent selection of bands there...
... and films too
yay for good taste

Tool, A perfect cirlce, radiohead you have a decent selection of bands there...
... and films too
yay for good taste

' he wonders: will he become a regular person? something has gone wrong; his vaccination didn't take; at the boy-scout initiation campfire he only pretended to be deeply moved, as he pretends to this hour that it is not so bad after all in the funhouse, and that he has a little limp. how long will it last? he envisions a truly astonishing funhouse, incredibly...
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nestor:
I heard she eat one cracker a day!
you made me want to listen to missy now too. it's like the madonna song "music makes the people come together"
er sumthn
viva la missy
you made me want to listen to missy now too. it's like the madonna song "music makes the people come together"
er sumthn
viva la missy
rickroyal:
I enjoyed the funhouse, but not quite as much as I was led to believe I would. Still, it's an interesting collection.
i held the red feather between callous hands
and watched it burn
jade and topaz and brilliant.
my father told me
he had shot the bird;
my mother told me she bore it.
my feather between my callous hands
the last one i had left.
my own sacred heart burning.
and watched it burn
jade and topaz and brilliant.
my father told me
he had shot the bird;
my mother told me she bore it.
my feather between my callous hands
the last one i had left.
my own sacred heart burning.

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brandy:
I don't quite understand the poem? What does it mean to you? What were you feeling when you wrote it?
coliwali:
I think my very favorite shirt in the whole wide world is a plan white T-shirt, that I wrote this space for rent on. And ya know what? I did have a great day.
Bionicfemme is back! or should i say bionicbitch? or bb as i like to call her? YAY anyhow.
on a side note: please excuse the melancholy of the last entry...but if you're going to vent, this seems like the place to do it...thank you all for your comments
i went to see bend it like beckham last night...so good. so i love football (not the...
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on a side note: please excuse the melancholy of the last entry...but if you're going to vent, this seems like the place to do it...thank you all for your comments


i went to see bend it like beckham last night...so good. so i love football (not the...
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catboner:
i was never very good at soccer. the only thing i like about it are the riots.
chubbles:
Course I dont mind you addin me as a friend!! In fact I added you too! The more friends the merrier 

"the wounded goddess marches head first into the sea"-bfemme...
sad. not angry.
there are certain things in life you DO NOT do to people...
learn them.
there are certain people in this world that make me lose faith in human kind over and over again. what's sick is i can always see their point of view
yet i still ask: why do we invest so...
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sad. not angry.
there are certain things in life you DO NOT do to people...
learn them.
there are certain people in this world that make me lose faith in human kind over and over again. what's sick is i can always see their point of view
yet i still ask: why do we invest so...
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historyteller:
A few years ago I had a friend ... she was fun to hang with and talk to, I saw her almost everyday.
She got a new BF and spent more time with him, I didn't mind, it's important to build relationships toward stability before you put strain on them (i.e. doing your own thing that could cause jealousy).
After a couple of months, I got a call from her ... she said her BF had hit her, more than once.
I grabbed some people and we went down there to collect her and her stuff from his place, fully prepared to subdue him if necessary.
She had lied to me. She had used me as a threat to win arguements with her BF. He had never laid a hand on her.
I haven't spoken to her since.
She got a new BF and spent more time with him, I didn't mind, it's important to build relationships toward stability before you put strain on them (i.e. doing your own thing that could cause jealousy).
After a couple of months, I got a call from her ... she said her BF had hit her, more than once.
I grabbed some people and we went down there to collect her and her stuff from his place, fully prepared to subdue him if necessary.
She had lied to me. She had used me as a threat to win arguements with her BF. He had never laid a hand on her.
I haven't spoken to her since.
newwavesoldier:
I admit that I was a bully 8 years ago. I have changed. I took my pain out on others because I felt inferior at home - thus I attempted to make myself superior to others. I have changed a lot. I have apologized, though the apologies will probably never heal. The one thing that I learned, is that I shall not continue this cycle. I am going to cut it up. Never again shall it go on. My goal now is to help others see as I have.
NOTE: I am not religious. I have nothing against religion...it helps some...it kills others. my point, life can exist without religion. people are clouded and consider me less of a human because of it. It is no flaw. It is who I am. DEAL WITH IT. LEARN US!!! LEARN WHAT NOT TO DO!!
NOTE: I am not religious. I have nothing against religion...it helps some...it kills others. my point, life can exist without religion. people are clouded and consider me less of a human because of it. It is no flaw. It is who I am. DEAL WITH IT. LEARN US!!! LEARN WHAT NOT TO DO!!
Re: your break-up song suggestsion: "Most of the Time"
Right on. I love that album, and especially that song. The chords just kind of wander under those lyrics of false assertion and denial, like it's a mantra he's repeating to himself.