one_pure_thought

I'm a multi-faceted man...but in the same way I'm a walking contradiction...Anyone know how to let people past an emotional fence that you've kept your whole life to the point where you haven't replied in almost 8 years when my parents tell me that they love me?

Today i decided that I want a I ♥ beer t-shirt. I saw it in Newbury Comics. Not because I like beer, but it'd just be a funny shirt to have. People and friends would either take it seriously or realize the joke of how stupid the shirt is. I'd wear it every day over the summer till it got a nice golden crust to...
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I just had one of the strangest nights of my life. Another moment where from doing nothing in high school has caused me to be ill-equiped as a person. I don't know if i just had a typical night for someone my age or not. A deep reflective car ride through towns, and then going to 80's night, my first club experience.

The first 30...
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My sister's vacation was this week so her and my other sister and her boyfriend decided to go up to this house in Maine and spend a couple days relaxing. I decided to skip out on classes thursday and friday and join them.
The house itself is great. It was built and owned by my grandmother and has been passed down to my aunt. The...
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I wrote this for my college transfer applications. I actually wrote this when I was in high school but I modified it a little bit. I thought it was one of the best things I've ever done as far as writing. It's on the long side, but get some fucking attention span and read and comment! Comment! Comment!

At this time of my life where...
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I actually had a good night last night for a change. The friends that I have at lunch decided to go out to a cafe at night. It turned into a huge thing and there were about 15 of up moving coffee tables and getting pepped up on espresso. It worked out really nice and I even met a nice girl in the process. (But...
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It feels like Its been a long time since I've felt at ease. There is always this little background noise of nervousness going in my head.

I figure if I'm going to be this unstable I better get into art.

It seems like there are too many people in this world that either think too much about their existence or they don't think about it...
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Ya know why I like watching celebrities? Because I think it's funny watching someone get into a business to become famous, and the get pissed off about not being able to go the supermarket.

Ya know how when people do something that they think will solve all their problems but really it just causes them more? For example buying a car for the freedom but...
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My whole entire life I've found that I've always been someone who protested. Protested against how the world was working and protested against myself. I realize now that discovering what the problem is is only the first of many steps of realize how things work. I just watched a great documentary on chuck palahniuk and it included in it one of the best metaphors for...
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Ya know what I do instead of going out on a thursday night?
I write letters.

I write letters to all the girls that I've fallen in love the first time I saw them but have never talked to them. I write to friends telling them how I never have thought about what I want my life to be like because I'd be amazed and...
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