Hey guys. I updated my pictures. I also photoshopped a bunch of the other ones that are on here, but I'm too lazy to upload all of them.
God, being at home is such a strange situation. I've had so many bad times here that doing nothing really feels great. It's that whole theory of expecting the worse so that even ordinary things feel good. I don't really agree with that theory of life...but I can see how some do.
Oh good news by the way. I got me a auto-mo-bile! 94' Jetta, 130k miles, $2 Grand. It's in really good shape, and the past owner really took care of it. I haven't really discovered the full benifits of having a car, but I will once I'm on campus. 100% Freedom. But at the same time this is where it all begins. My life was very simple. No Car, No Girlfriend, No Job, No Expenses. This is where it starts...Gotta get a job to pay for the car over the summer. Who knows...maybe I'll find someone who likes me and I like them back soon.
God, being at home is such a strange situation. I've had so many bad times here that doing nothing really feels great. It's that whole theory of expecting the worse so that even ordinary things feel good. I don't really agree with that theory of life...but I can see how some do.
Oh good news by the way. I got me a auto-mo-bile! 94' Jetta, 130k miles, $2 Grand. It's in really good shape, and the past owner really took care of it. I haven't really discovered the full benifits of having a car, but I will once I'm on campus. 100% Freedom. But at the same time this is where it all begins. My life was very simple. No Car, No Girlfriend, No Job, No Expenses. This is where it starts...Gotta get a job to pay for the car over the summer. Who knows...maybe I'll find someone who likes me and I like them back soon.
Hey well done on getting yourself a car! I think I had my first car when I was 16 but it wasn't really mine. It was one I had to share with my mom. Then I got it later. After that my parents leased me a honda. I guess for the most part my parents have always made sure I had a car to get around in. I know I sound spoiled but I swear I never asked for them to get me a car. I was happy enough using the city bus but they always insisted.
You know what I find annoying? The fact that sometimes racism is only unacceptable to only certain groups. Don't get me wrong---I don't think racism of any kind is cool but I noticed that racism towards Asians is like more ok than say against blacks. I date a guy from Cambodia so I guess I'm especially sensitive to it. I recently got to know a chatter who talks like this to make fun of the way "he thinks" Asians speak. He inverts his l's with his r's. For example, instead of saying fried rice he will say flied lice. Get it? Anyway, I really ripped into him one day in chat. What surprised me was that not many people had my back saying things like what he does is "cute" or "funny." I was disgusted. But one thing I'm happy about is that I always end up making him leave because I cause such a big stir in chat.
Sorry for rant but you are always so attentive and kind to me I felt like I could vent to you.
But I loved it. You expressed your feelings. I think that's cool.
I can't believe what happened to you on the board though. That's really fucked up. It seems like such an innocent question. Plus it sounds like you were trying to explain your actions later. I don't know why they wouldn't let you do that.