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Fuckin-wanna-die.-Relate?

painted-a-lot-yesterday.-this-man-sitting-at-a-table-in-blues-and-greys.-whatever,-good-start.-um,-cut-my-hair-and-shaved-beard,-so-now-it's-back-to-'hey,-are-you-a-beatle'-which-means-i-have-to-start-carrying-dueling-pistols-again.-oh-well.-leonard-cohen-is-cool-at-least.

Went-for-a-drive,-got-rousted-by-the-cops,-two-of-them,-one-that-went-to-my-high-school-in-santa-barbara,-from-1985-1990?-Hmm...anyway...sounds-like-a-charming-fellow-except-the-fixation-and-marijuana...searched-my-whole-car-fer-it,-didn't-find-a-lick,-but-tossed-through-boxes-of-Lucky-Strikes-and-useless-trash-in-the-Madman's-car.-A-real-joke.-Thirfty-five-dollars-of-useless,-these-trash-&-garbage-men.-Anyway,-smoked-the-joint,-got-home,-smoked-another-one.-Continue.

Wow,-a-comment.-That's-cool.-My-computer-is-fucked-up,-and-I-wrote-a-lot-of-poems-today-if-anyone-cares.-They-played-Chopin-Mazurkas-and-Jimi-Hendrix-and-Comfortably-Numb,-obviously,-on-the-radio-today.-Rock-that.-Anyway,-I-am-in-brief-and-about-to-go-out-on-'errands'-or-'errand'-as-it-might-be.-Papers&mota,-at-least,-so-that's-two.-Fuck.-No-more-journal,-no.-Maddy-is-sexy,-no-doubt-about-it.

Okay. I decided to get really high today because I'm back home for goddamn Thanksgiving and it's sunny as all fuck.

- "How's that working out for ya?"

- "What?"

- "Being clever."

For real. Anyhow, the children of light & shadow are having sex again, smirking about little, hallucinated puns...so it goes, very Greek, like that.

The holidays are a bore for the romans,...
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Okay. Just signed up today for nudity and self-destruction. Drink to that...

"Apparitions"

If man is dust
those who go through the plain
are men

- Octavio Paz