Things keep moving so quickly, I forget that i`m breathing. Then something really truly bad happens, and I realize what a waste of time my bitching and whining can be. I forget that there must be more, it takes times like these to realize that there is more to me than where I am right now.
I have been quit smoking for four whole weeks now! Minus drunk cigarettes which I don`t think will ever change. Which means three weeks paying for a gym membership I haven`t been using, but i`ll go tomorrow after work (I swear!). Monday is my last exam, then i`m free free free for an undetermined length of time, given that school has decided they do not want me until my doctor says so.
I`ve recently discovered this fantastic handmade soap & cosmetic store called Lush, a fantasic vege and organic place that makes all their stuff on the spot. If you have somewhat crappy skin, or are shopping for someone who does, try the cupcake mask- 8$ for 5 uses, but 100% worth it- and if it doesn`t work, I will assume personal responsability. I have no shame in saying that I applied for a job part time, not because I need another part time job (looking full time!) but because I want the discount. for all my lavish beauty needs. I did the shopping for all the women in my life at that place. Note to men: be careful what you buy though, some smells are wayyy overpowering.
I`m almost done my christmas shopping; I feel boring but i`m getting my boyfriend tickets to see Meshuggah in Feb 2009. This way, I look like I care but I don`t have to go myself. He had this gig on New Years which I was really looking forward to, but it fell through, not because he didn`t want it but because they wouldn`t budge on giving me free or discounted admission, and there was no way I could afford it. I think that`s kind of cute, but at the same time, I feel bad for him. I`m hoping its not just me, though. Instead, I believe he, his best friend and I will spend our night in a hot tub drinking bubbly under the stars. Not bad, but the planning that comes with the holiday season gets so damn expensive! I`m seeing some friends Saturday night for the first time in a while, though, to watch the good old Canadiens kick some ass. It`s funny; most of my friends are older than me and it was never a problem when I was 15, but now that we`re all legal and we`re all working (i`m the only one in school) I never see them. I should take pictures
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Oh! And I lost my ipod and need to cancel my cellphone because Bell mobility is redicule. Woe is me, sans technology... at least Santa seems to be bringing me a digital camera for Christmas.
More (real!) news soon.
xo
Questions??
1- What album should I download next? Make it good!
2- What part of you are you the most insecure about? What part of you do you find the most unique, stunning? What draws the line between using your assets and flaunting them? Men: Do you hold the standards of the women on this site (or any nudie naked model or pinup or misc site) up to the women in your life? Women: Do the pictures on this site (or as above) have the power to make you feel less beautiful, seductive, whatever? I`m going somewhere with this one, I promise.
3- What quality interests you the most in a potential partner?
I have been quit smoking for four whole weeks now! Minus drunk cigarettes which I don`t think will ever change. Which means three weeks paying for a gym membership I haven`t been using, but i`ll go tomorrow after work (I swear!). Monday is my last exam, then i`m free free free for an undetermined length of time, given that school has decided they do not want me until my doctor says so.
I`ve recently discovered this fantastic handmade soap & cosmetic store called Lush, a fantasic vege and organic place that makes all their stuff on the spot. If you have somewhat crappy skin, or are shopping for someone who does, try the cupcake mask- 8$ for 5 uses, but 100% worth it- and if it doesn`t work, I will assume personal responsability. I have no shame in saying that I applied for a job part time, not because I need another part time job (looking full time!) but because I want the discount. for all my lavish beauty needs. I did the shopping for all the women in my life at that place. Note to men: be careful what you buy though, some smells are wayyy overpowering.
I`m almost done my christmas shopping; I feel boring but i`m getting my boyfriend tickets to see Meshuggah in Feb 2009. This way, I look like I care but I don`t have to go myself. He had this gig on New Years which I was really looking forward to, but it fell through, not because he didn`t want it but because they wouldn`t budge on giving me free or discounted admission, and there was no way I could afford it. I think that`s kind of cute, but at the same time, I feel bad for him. I`m hoping its not just me, though. Instead, I believe he, his best friend and I will spend our night in a hot tub drinking bubbly under the stars. Not bad, but the planning that comes with the holiday season gets so damn expensive! I`m seeing some friends Saturday night for the first time in a while, though, to watch the good old Canadiens kick some ass. It`s funny; most of my friends are older than me and it was never a problem when I was 15, but now that we`re all legal and we`re all working (i`m the only one in school) I never see them. I should take pictures
.
Oh! And I lost my ipod and need to cancel my cellphone because Bell mobility is redicule. Woe is me, sans technology... at least Santa seems to be bringing me a digital camera for Christmas.
More (real!) news soon.
xo
Questions??
1- What album should I download next? Make it good!
2- What part of you are you the most insecure about? What part of you do you find the most unique, stunning? What draws the line between using your assets and flaunting them? Men: Do you hold the standards of the women on this site (or any nudie naked model or pinup or misc site) up to the women in your life? Women: Do the pictures on this site (or as above) have the power to make you feel less beautiful, seductive, whatever? I`m going somewhere with this one, I promise.
3- What quality interests you the most in a potential partner?
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I have been digging Rise Against- The sufferer and the witness and Bjork- Medulla
2- What part of you are you the most insecure about?
My stomach. It sounds stupid but when I graduated HS I weighed 117lbs (way to fucking skinny) but that put it in my head that I should always be skinny. now that I am 185lbs it makes me feel unhappy. Although I never do anything about it except drink light beer
What part of you do you find the most unique, stunning?
Maybe my eyes
What draws the line between using your assets and flaunting them?
I can't say that for me but for women as long as they are sexy but still classy that is using them
Men: Do you hold the standards of the women on this site (or any nudie naked model or pinup or misc site) up to the women in your life?
Not at all. All women are beautiful in their own way. I love the women in my life for who they are.
3- What quality interests you the most in a potential partner?
Someone that I can talk to and just feel comfortable with.
My sis loves lush. They sell it at macys too I think.