Ok, so this week was a different one to say the least.
On the good side, i've been to the gym twice this week, done yoga on my own time three times, spent some good time with the mister, and gotten a lot of homework out of the way. I've also finalized my winter schedule with work and talked to my parents about a loan... Read More
I did some basic math, I will be (potentially) out of the hole in January 2009. If I work 50plus hours a week. Yet, I have faith. If anyone knows anything about loans and bursaries and the government of Quebec, pleasepleaseplease PM me - I have so many questions but it's way over my head.
I've been doing well. Still super emotional- but somehow i've... Read More
I'm TRYING to...
I'm more of a master of self-depreciation than anything..and in the back of my mind it's kind of taunting me...
But I'm battling through it
And thank you I like to think that I do as well lol
I have no appetite and I keep getting sick when I do eat. That, and I can't sleep. And I keep crying. I cried at the dinner table five times and threw up twice.
When I started taking my meds I felt like fucking garbage for the first 2-3 weeks. Then i felt better and now I don't really have any side effects other than yawning (really), leg shaking, and a somewhat lessened sex drive.
Hola a todas y todos,
I have been sitting on my bum since I woke up this morning, it's mighty fantastic. I was supposed to go into the office but it's raining, and well, my boyfriends appartment offers entertainment, food, AND shelter. Which is super.
I had a super busy week with everything, but god, I love the weekend. I've been cooking up a storm... Read More
I fucking hate doctors.
Hate hate hate doctors, to the fullest extent of my being.
Maybe i'll become one.
I have to take off work tomorrow to deal with blood tests and bullcrap, and i'm in debt and really need the money, and have no hours left in the day to make up this crap! Goodness knows where i'll be able to fit in fucking... Read More
This weekend was rather slow.
I was supposed to go out last night but the stupid transit system had its' way with me- again. I hate how I finally decide to spend a bit of money on going out and it backfires in my face. Ah well, I had a nice night anyways!
Halloween was hard though. I've never not dressed up/gone out. At least... Read More
I burnt out all my candles tonight, and my eyes are red.
I fucking hate that you keep coming back, and leaving. I don`t want your money, I don`t want your long distance phone calls, I don`t want the bullshit. Just come home to us. I miss my daddy.
If that`s not enough, I spoke to someone that I used to talk to very often... Read More
I feel serene.
I spent a good part of my day reading, writing, and thinking.
I also got to spend the morning with someone special, which helps a lot.
Last night, I spent the night with my grandmother Joycie. It makes me so incredibly sad to see her delirious; she's just realising now that her husband died last December. I swear, she was there, she... Read More
To love and to lose scares the life out of me, whether it be my family or friends or my life partner
You just have to think about all of the good times you had together if it happens to you. If you are scared of that you will never let yourself fully go to someone else. I dunno just what I think.
What an amazing woman to have acted as a mother/grandmother to y'all. *hugs*
I feel guilty about being so internally constructive today, but it's raining cats and dogs outside. I was supposed to go to work and finish a project but I decided against it. I'm doing some housework and homework, and (don't laugh!) having an ABBA party. Honestly, ABBA makes me happy for no good reason. I like that.
This week was stressful, but in different ways... Read More
One of my good friends picked up and left in less than six hours. Cool, I guess, but I spoke to her a few hours later and made plans to see her that night because I knew she had some problems, and instead of showing up she just left, without a trace.
I've always thought about... Read More
Moksha is on St-Laurent just above des Pins. (Sorry I took so long!) I know they're doing their 30-day challenge in November, and sometimes those come with discounts for the month!
1- My unfortunatle new guilty pleasure- Paris Hilton is my new BFF-- Zui is on the show. It's insane! I've loved her since I first discovered SG when I was 14 or so, my friend and I were totally in love with her.She's so cute but honestly, how the FUCK has she not murdered that stupid Onch kid yet? Or Paris Hilton... Read More
Joe McIntyre from New Kids on the Block
Worst Cover Song Ever
Tori Amos - Smells Like Teen Spirit
Johnny Cash - Hurt
Alanis Morrisette - Lady Lumps
Sheryl Crow - Sweet Child O'Mine
Longest You've Stayed up Sober?
48 hours
I hope you're doing ok ♥