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omaru

Birmingham ,UK

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Wednesday May 02, 2012

May 2, 2012
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I've had my account for 16 months and I'm writing my first blog.

Why wait this long, good question, why write one at all????
I dunno the need to vent I guess. if I wanted a blog that no one will read I still have a myspace account set up somewhere.

I don't know what i'm doing here, I have no idea why the fuck I ever joined up, I guess I looked at tv and saw a bunch of wankers and whores who are considered celebrities and though it best to seek myself an alternative crowd away from the people who based their lives upon the lives of these kind of people, and I guess the joke is that I don't really belong here either.

Too dumb to be smart, too smart to be dumb. Too ugly to be a guido, too noemal looking to be a fully fledged circus freak.
PLAIN FUCKING PLAIN BORING BASTARD CUNTFACE! Like a male version of AAnn Veal from Arrested development, but with a pre chewed face that was smothered in peanut butter and left to hungry dogs.

I have no crowd, I have nothing to offer anyone and my only comfort in life is the certainty of death, that's about the only time I'll ever be considered an equal to anyone.

Until then I live in the 100% fantasy world where I am given my share of cherries, and chocolate rivers and live of contentment. And I'll smile and try to act all civil, while I mentally ebb away because I know deep down that not one good thing will ever happen to me.
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maryjay:
Thank you again <3 Hope you had sweet dreams <3
May 11, 2012
omaru:
Gini: it's not deep, it's extrememely shallow and I'm laying my one trick card of "everyone hates me." Something I do a lot because I very often believe it to be true.

Favourite superhero... well from a non established viewpoint I relate to the Crimson Bolt from the movie 'Super' more his pathetic nature than his need for wanton violence over the pettiest crimes.

As for the known ones, I guess Batman (DC) cause he's moody and brooding but always tries to do the right thing, some of the events he's been through I thought weakened him until he gave his sppech to the previously dead robin aboout the Joker "No. God Almighty, no. It'd be too damned easy. All I've ever wanted to do is kill him. A day doesn't go by I don't think about subjecting him to every horrendous torture he's dealt out to others and them end him." That won me back some respect.

And for marvel, Spider-man cause that's who Iwatched growing up on saturday mornings and though the animation was a little bad, he always had problems in his real life that his 'work' got in the way of, no other cartoon or superhero had those kind of issues. When you're 12 years old (as I was in 1994) that makes all the difference.
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