I just feel like I've been emptied out.
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infinity:
keila:
Hey! I miss you 
Um?
Ought to do my taxes. I hear Chicago got Al Capone on tax evasion.
Ought to do my taxes. I hear Chicago got Al Capone on tax evasion.
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itburns:
THANK YOU!
salome:
Yeah, but you aren't responsible for any massacres, unlike Al Capone.
Unless ...
Unless ...
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aaronsrod:
too let you know just how much I valued that violin, I once told my brother that if he died mum could always make me another brother (and I would kill or die for my brother) but how do i ever replace the Strad, so sorry but i will never get over that completely, but I would like to start playing the violin again
bad day.
post pics for me to edit or something...I need something creative.
post pics for me to edit or something...I need something creative.
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pastura:
i've always wanted to take out the light pole and the power lines....
aaronsrod:
Try this one, these where really having a bad day, we were having a family picnic when I took this photo.
How are you now better I hope
How are you now better I hope
ladyk and thedvsmonkey need to get less busy. Were they any less busy, I would invite them over to my house to see larger-than-life me-porn.
They are an embarassment to pornoloverkind.
♥
They are an embarassment to pornoloverkind.
♥
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theinsomniac:
Is EVERYTHING about porn for you?
theinsomniac:
Just making sure. Carry on.
Oh, by the way, you should totaly get to know my good friend, and noob extrordinare, Octological. She's my favorite DC theatre companion.
Oh, by the way, you should totaly get to know my good friend, and noob extrordinare, Octological. She's my favorite DC theatre companion.
Yes.
I missed you like whoah.
I missed you like whoah.
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misterdoom:
Sending naked photos to a priest. That deserves some kind of award!!! 
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[Edited on Feb 26, 2006 11:15PM]
elora1:
does that mean you're back?
I may secretly be horribly mean-spirited.
I spent last night sending naked pictures of myself to an ex-fling....who is now a priest.
After causing him to fall out of bed repeatedly, I might have slightly propositioned him.
A little bit.
....I can't help it. The devil may be in me, but....well sexually exciting someone who is supposed to be above lust?
It just gets me...
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I spent last night sending naked pictures of myself to an ex-fling....who is now a priest.
After causing him to fall out of bed repeatedly, I might have slightly propositioned him.
A little bit.
....I can't help it. The devil may be in me, but....well sexually exciting someone who is supposed to be above lust?
It just gets me...
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glamerdork:
that is just awesome.
aspasia:
That's SO AWESOME.
Alone, I found my way to him. I walked into the room, and there he was. Still.
Too still.
Pale, scruffy, with a green palour to his skin, as if his whole body had bruised and healed in a nasty way. He didn't move. I touched his hand. Cold. I shook it.
"Dad, guess what? I'm here." No response.
No response. Not a twitch, a...
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Too still.
Pale, scruffy, with a green palour to his skin, as if his whole body had bruised and healed in a nasty way. He didn't move. I touched his hand. Cold. I shook it.
"Dad, guess what? I'm here." No response.
No response. Not a twitch, a...
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obelisk:
Good thoughts and wishes from me to you.
salome:
Wow. Sounds like you've been going through some heavy stuff recently. I'm not sure how I can help, but I can offer some hugs!
When you love something enough to want to create it, you study it so hard you can no longer enjoy it without critically destroying it. And when you can no longer enjoy it, the love is gone, and with it, the urge to create.
We murder to disect.
We murder to disect.
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cheech:
Errr, I dunno. You don't have to study it that hard- then you can still enjoy it. It's good to leave some unknown, uncharted areas included.
dicey:
Yeah that's probably the way I'd describe my attachment to music, although I do still love it!
I'll be flying to Denver for about a week to help teach my dad to walk and to read.
How's that for role inversion?
How's that for role inversion?
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pastura:
i'd say you could look at it like a wonderful opportunity to return the favor. how many kids get to do that for the parents who gave up their own lives to raise you? (not that i claim to know anything about your family....) good luck.
tronvillain:
Wow, sorry to hear about your dad. Good luck.
I'm not pregnant.
This is the outcome I wanted. I didn't want to have to make that choice.
So why do I feel like I've lost someone?
....In the last day I have been held at a distance, thinking my father would never wake up. And I have been held in fear, thinking I was not only responsible for his life, but new lives.
Where...
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This is the outcome I wanted. I didn't want to have to make that choice.
So why do I feel like I've lost someone?
....In the last day I have been held at a distance, thinking my father would never wake up. And I have been held in fear, thinking I was not only responsible for his life, but new lives.
Where...
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salome:
I've been in the same situation -- twice -- and both times there was a tinge of regret underlying the massive relief. I think it's just something deeply instinctual in women that makes us just WANT BABIES sometimes. At least you didn't have to make that choice.
vicedriver:
i understand
(as much as a guy can)
it's hard
dealing with emotions
and thoughts of that magnitude
a child
a life
you have a lot
to deal with as it is
it is probably good
that it isn't now
it will happen
hopefully when you want it to
take care....
(as much as a guy can)
it's hard
dealing with emotions
and thoughts of that magnitude
a child
a life
you have a lot
to deal with as it is
it is probably good
that it isn't now
it will happen
hopefully when you want it to
take care....
Someone sawed open my father's skull today.
They drained the blood, and did away with a chunk of his brain.
I didn't know my father was sick.
Apparently he had a stroke.
Apparently he had an aneurism.
Apparently part of his body was paralyzed.
Apparently part of his brain died.
My Uplifting Family History
My mother called me at work today. She said "Dad's in...
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They drained the blood, and did away with a chunk of his brain.
I didn't know my father was sick.
Apparently he had a stroke.
Apparently he had an aneurism.
Apparently part of his body was paralyzed.
Apparently part of his brain died.
My Uplifting Family History
My mother called me at work today. She said "Dad's in...
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ninjaprodigy:
*hugs*
Barely have talked on here, but you definitely have my support as well.
Take care, hang in there, good luck.
Barely have talked on here, but you definitely have my support as well.
Take care, hang in there, good luck.
itburns:
hang in there sweetie