finally...ive started playing guitar again. its been too long. feels almost like im learning all over again. struggling through easy songs...yet chords are still easy. im glad that will (the dude that sleeps on my couch) was out so there were no witnesses to such a butchering of the instrument. not that i was all that good to begin with.
anyways. searching through my music to find easy songs to try and play along with led me to realize i own very few cds. the its been over a year since some douchebag snagged my collection out of the backseat of my car while i was hard at work peddling smut. i have a feeling that it was probably one of the tramps from the rub and tug nextdoor but i have no way of knowing for sure. the memory of reaching behind the seat and feeling no cd case will forever cause pain and anguish that only a visit from mary can cure...followed perhaps by the memory that a lot of the cds were just copied and downloaded but god damn thats still a lot of work to get back all that i lost. who would have thought that the worlds shittiest car on the roads of pickering would have been stolen from? ok well i left the door unlocked...stupid me... but only one door actually worked and i figured the odds were on my side that no one would pick the working door. not too mention that i never kept anything in my car of any value except maybe trash, roachs, and my cds. which all suck by todays standards so why steal them? why?
i do miss my john frusciante originals though.
anyways. searching through my music to find easy songs to try and play along with led me to realize i own very few cds. the its been over a year since some douchebag snagged my collection out of the backseat of my car while i was hard at work peddling smut. i have a feeling that it was probably one of the tramps from the rub and tug nextdoor but i have no way of knowing for sure. the memory of reaching behind the seat and feeling no cd case will forever cause pain and anguish that only a visit from mary can cure...followed perhaps by the memory that a lot of the cds were just copied and downloaded but god damn thats still a lot of work to get back all that i lost. who would have thought that the worlds shittiest car on the roads of pickering would have been stolen from? ok well i left the door unlocked...stupid me... but only one door actually worked and i figured the odds were on my side that no one would pick the working door. not too mention that i never kept anything in my car of any value except maybe trash, roachs, and my cds. which all suck by todays standards so why steal them? why?
i do miss my john frusciante originals though.
I need to apologize for my crazy behavior on Friday night. I honest to god have no idea why I was acting like that. I didn't mean to make you or anyone feel uncomfortable. I guess it was the mix of not eating all day, having to deal with a busy store full of dumbass customers and drinking (even though I didn't drink that much). I wasn't trying to piss anyone off or make any jealous everything just kinda happened and I don't even remember most of the stuff that Ian said I did. The thought of us not being able to hang out anymore is not a happy feeling and I don't want it to come to that over something as stupid as me being a douche. Please consider putting the past in the past and forgetting what happened. It was a mistake and I promise it won't happen again. I feel like such a dick. I'm really really sorry.
- Painted Bat