I flew back to North Carolina last night, always sad to leave home, but this time was different. To me the entire trip felt off, like there was some odd feeling that hung in the air. It's probably nothing, just nerves about the when the next time I'll be home, the lack of knowing when that will be fore sure. The flight back was interesting though, big old plane, 15 passengers on it.
While I was on my vacation, I wanted to do one thing, and that was smash out with at least one of these girls I'm always talking to. Bitches be crazy and none of them got together with me, well, one almost did, if her dinner hadn't decide to revisit the kitchen sink, I would have. But sadly, once she pulled the trigger, she just kept going. The rest of these chicks just wouldn't party like they used to, some shit about sleeping allot or else they get grumpy, but not realizing, sleeping to much is making them more tired.
Being home cleared my mind though, it made me realize that after this contract is up with the military, I'm done. I'll have put in 8 years, destroyed my knees, lost my strength, and then gained it back. My sanity on the other hand, I fear thats lost forever, my give-a-fuck has seem to run off with it too. Either way, I just kinda want to walk into a normal job and be a normal, everyday jackoff again.
I suppose that's enough ranting for now, maybe I'll post up some more stories about leave later, here are some photos from it in the meantime.
While I was on my vacation, I wanted to do one thing, and that was smash out with at least one of these girls I'm always talking to. Bitches be crazy and none of them got together with me, well, one almost did, if her dinner hadn't decide to revisit the kitchen sink, I would have. But sadly, once she pulled the trigger, she just kept going. The rest of these chicks just wouldn't party like they used to, some shit about sleeping allot or else they get grumpy, but not realizing, sleeping to much is making them more tired.
Being home cleared my mind though, it made me realize that after this contract is up with the military, I'm done. I'll have put in 8 years, destroyed my knees, lost my strength, and then gained it back. My sanity on the other hand, I fear thats lost forever, my give-a-fuck has seem to run off with it too. Either way, I just kinda want to walk into a normal job and be a normal, everyday jackoff again.
I suppose that's enough ranting for now, maybe I'll post up some more stories about leave later, here are some photos from it in the meantime.