ohstella

Come with me my dear, lets get intoxicated...
Let me touch you and feel my hand melt into your chest.
Just once ill be happy.
Ill be happy.


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No one will understand that but me. Im tiered of sitting, m tiered of feeling empty, and sometimes i run myself in circles, and think about my flashlight and love, and maybe I see it, laying there a corpse of a girl who wants to breath. Who maybe wants to be happy... Maybe ... I want to get high and sink into someone eles skin and stay there in the warm comfort of thier warm blooded body... something i have never had.

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I like blane. He makes me smile, he is way too good for me, I hope he doesnt relize it, and then run away screaming at all the things and monsters i have hiding in me. There are alot of things i have done to people, and sometimes i dont regret one damn thing. Sometimes, i wish i would of turned the knife i stuck in thier face.
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and i never want to hurt him, but then i get in moods like now, where i need something to free myself, to free glory from breaking herself in half with a face that scares the shit out of me and makes me scream and then give up out of exhaustion.