ohstella

Another Wednesday morning waking up at noon, this is the life, too broke to buy ciggerettes, but I still make enough to pay rent, kind of.

Song Title: The Beging of the End

There is a home
Love could kill
There is a hole
That can be built

I'll crawl inside
and there I'll hide
You can use me
For simple company
And I won't mind

There is a home
Love can build
There is a hole
That will be filled

I'll crawl inside you
I'll take in lies too
I'll...
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Come with me my dear, lets get intoxicated...
Let me touch you and feel my hand melt into your chest.
Just once ill be happy.
Ill be happy.


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No one will understand that but me. Im tiered of sitting, m tiered of feeling empty, and sometimes i run myself in circles, and think about my flashlight and love, and maybe I see...
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im totally totally fallin

I miss feeling, I miss the butterflies, I miss being able to look at someone for hours, and wish i could stya there for hours more.


I had it for a second, but you keep fucking it up.


Matt is frightening me, and another is making me shake.



I wish I could be set free,
From the chaining melody,
Thats where I keep you,
Where...
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I helped a child fly a broken kite today.


You know, when i guy says, my girlfriend is a better fuck and can do her makeup better, and has more style, i would slap a guy for saying that. I want a guy who will say, her eyes make me stop in my tracks, and i stay awake to listen to her breathe cause im...
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SINCE I CAN, and I want to, here are some of my friends... and me too.

fuck it

I cant remember the last time I looked myself in the mirror. Im moving now, through a crowded room, dancing, and laughing is going on. I see girls eying me, Ill stare them down, until one get brave enough to talk to me, and then Ill ignore her. If you ignore them, it makes them want you more, and makes the illusion of trust stronger...
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