ohmandy

its all been pretty quiet around here. ive been seriously fucking up this year and been a complete slacker. right now im kind of trying to get my shit together. ive gotten better in the eyes no more pink! but been neglecting all sorts of stuff i want to start doing and stuff i really need to be doing. ssomewhere in my past entries i remember mentioning how i needed/wanted to do stuff like bike ride more, find a job, etc. yeah, i haven't really done shit. im kind of living on a day by day basssis right now. some days i feel like total shit and can barely even get out of bed. other days i actually feel pretty good, but that ends when i get bombarded by how shitty things have gotten. well at least i know that things for a fact suck and have some desire to get my act together, that's a start right?

ill write all of you sspecially the ones who gave me well wishes during the pinkeye!

mandy