My brother in law after nearly 2 years of battling colon cancer has come to the end of his journey. I receive this news while celebrating the birthday of one of my closest friends. I have no idea how to feel, I'm drunk, I'm finally alone, I'm crying uncontrollably yet I feel relieved. I'm relieved he's not suffering anymore, yet I feel guilty I don't have to worry anymore. I'm terrfied for my sister now that it's all over, I don't know what she's going to do. How am I supposed to feel right now, he's gone, but I feel relieved he's not suffering anymore. I feel guilty for even posting this, I'm rambling, ill stop now.
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